After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

Chapter 529: Does everyone understand the meaning of finding a partner?

Ren Shan was not much touched after hearing Su An's words.

She asked Su An seriously, "Sister An An, what height are you referring to? Is it career? Is it money? Is it power?"

"You said that I am excellent, and you said that my brother and I are not in the same dimension. Why do you subconsciously think that an excellent person should cater to an even better person? Should he be aloof or even live alone?"

"Is marriage a game? Do you have to be evenly matched with the other person to stay together for a long time?"

"Yes, I admit that many people work hard to become better just to meet better people, but Sister An An, how many people understand the meaning of finding a partner?"

Su An was silent.

Ren Shan said calmly, "Sister An An, I know."

"The bottom society is mostly for reproduction and survival!"

"Men provide women with survival resources, and women in exchange provide men with the ability to reproduce. How much emotion do they have? Many people live together without knowing each other, and some even live together under the arrangement of their elders without even meeting each other. We are together, this is just an exchange of equal value!”

"In the middle class, as you said, a small number of people are looking for lovers who are equally matched, and strive to shorten the distance between the two people through excellence, and join forces so that they no longer have to be burdened with survival resources in the future.

But more often than not, the leader of a marriage needs an assistant who can cooperate with him and make him worry-free, which is what everyone often calls a good wife.

Maybe this dominant person is very good, but his significant other is ordinary. He can definitely find a better partner, but a better partner will not take care of the children and the elderly at home for him. "

"So Sister An An, you see, everyone wants different things. The former wants a better self that will help them, so they find someone who is almost as good as themselves, and want to make their situation more advantageous. What the couple wants is marriage, so finding a good wife is just a matter of everyone seeking kindness. There is no definition that a good person must be with a good person.”

"The people at the top, in order to maximize their interests, are like you said, powerful forces join forces to be invincible, but how much sincerity and trust do they have? Can they do whatever they want without being restrained? ? Can they get the respect, loyalty and even care they deserve?"

"Everything has pros and cons, and for me, making money is not difficult, and what you define as outstanding people gives me, I can reach out and get it. What I want is not money and power, but Someone who I can trust wholeheartedly, who can let me put down my guard, care about me and be with me.”

Ren Shan looked at Su An with a sincere face, "Sister An An, as you said, maybe I am mentally mature than the average person, but in this world, not everyone wants money, fame, fortune and worldly prosperity. These things It is not difficult for me to get it. What I lack is warmth. I have been through a rough life since I was a child. I have experienced the coldness of the world and the darkness of human nature, but my brother has the purest kind heart in the world."

"In the future, no matter how high I stand or how far I walk, he will never be jealous of me or jealous of me. He will only be happy for me and cheer for me.

He won't plot against me or stab me in the back.

He can accompany me for a walk, cook me delicious food, he can eat with me every day, he can wash my clothes, he can make me hot ginger syrup when I am on my period, and he can cook me hot ginger syrup when I am in the cold. When the wind comes back, he gives me a bowl of hot soup. He may be the most ordinary person, but he is ordinary and spends a lot of time with me..."

"Sister An An, it doesn't matter to me how far you walk or how high you stand. What if I just focus on the ordinary three meals a day and the fireworks in this world?

Since you value your higher self so much, do you think I lack those things that the world values?

And those people you mentioned, who are qualified to stand shoulder to shoulder with me in the same dimension as me, can they definitely give me what Brother Su Ping can give me?

Can they, the outstanding ones, take me as the leader, give up what they want to do, give up their ambitions, dreams, and ambitions, and accompany me to eat three meals a day from sunrise to sunset? "

Su An looked at Ren Shan as if she were a monster. She opened her mouth but was speechless.

"You are still so young. Even if your life has been rough before, you can't just be so pessimistic..."

Ren Shan's eyes flashed with a glint, "Sister An'an, you don't think my childhood was just about lack of food, clothing and beatings, right?"

"Although I am bruised, dirty and thin, I am a girl, and no one can protect me. The only person of the opposite sex in this world that I can trust is currently Brother Su Ping, and he may be the only one in the future. , only his eyes looking at the world are clean.

To everyone, his mind may be his shortcoming, but to me, his innocent heart is the most precious. "

"So, Sister An'an, if it's not that my brother has a crush on someone he likes, then just wait a few more years, okay? Wait until I grow up, wait until I understand my own heart." Ren Shan said with a hint of pleading in her tone.

If Brother Su Ping liked someone, she would do her best to fulfill his wishes, but he didn't.

She was afraid that after Su Ping got married, she would lose the qualification to stay with him. After all, when he had a wife and children, they would be a family, and she would be an outsider.

Even if he is willing to get close to him, will his wife and children be willing? Will they accept a girl who has no relationship with them to stay with their father and husband for the rest of their lives?

She could only watch from a distance, and she couldn't even intervene in many things. Even if she wanted to be good to him, she had to take care of many things to avoid causing trouble to his family.

And she is destined to be lonely, so she wants to fight for herself once, because she wants Brother Su Ping to be better than anyone else in the world.

.......

The largest trade market in city A.

Zuo Shangdang was hunched over, holding a pole and looking at the people walking towards him again and again.

When people passed by him without stopping, his hopeful eyes gradually dimmed.

Before, he had never thought that he might make a living by relying on a pole. After all, he had been complimented most of his life.

Before the fall of the Lu family, he was the son of the housekeeper. After marrying Hou Li, he became the son-in-law of the fighting hero Hou Sifang. After the reform and opening up, relying on what Hou Sifang left behind, he became a respectable leftist in City A. boss.

He can be brothers with the small cadres in major units and factories. He has a driver aunt at home, a good wife to take care of him, and beautiful women around him. His daughter is well-behaved and obedient, and his son is a talented person with a bright future.

He didn't know why it had become like this in just over a year.

Hou Li quit working with her three children, Zuo Nanfu and Qi Sanmei passed away one after another, and Jin An's marriage prospects were not smooth, and he even lost his life.

Overnight, he lost everything.

Lu Yazhi had been listless after Jin'an's accident, crying or in a daze all day long.

Hou Li ran away with her child, but Zuo Shangdang, who had lost his parents and son one after another, didn't even have time to breathe and adjust, and was about to carry the pole.

Because the family needs money for rent, money for food and drink, and money for raising Lu Yazhi.

After all, after being a boss for so many years, Zuo Shangdang still had some plans for his future after being confused.

While he can still work now, he should save more money and try to find Hou Li and the children. He is already so old. He can't work as a pole all his life. Even if he feels sorry for Hou Li, he has not felt sorry for the children. The three children have all grown up. Even if they don't recognize him, they must provide for him until the end of his life.

Lu Yazhi used to spend money lavishly, but now that life is hard, Zuo Shangdang understands the value of money more and more. He no longer lets Lu Yazhi take care of money. All the money he earns, except for daily expenses, is saved by him. .

Because he had no confidence that he would be able to find Hou Li Zuozu to welcome them, and he had no one to support his lower body. The money he was trying to save now was his hope for the rest of his life.