20demayo Chapter 1021: Please forgive me for not being able to obey
Chapter 1021: Please forgive me for not being able to obey
Xie Yuchen was so confused that he couldn't reply for a long time.
Ji Feiyan couldn't wait any longer and asked proactively.
"Master Xie is unwilling to take responsibility for me?"
Xie Yuchen was terrified.
"No, it's not."
Ji Feiyan looked delighted.
"So you're willing to marry me?"
Emotions, feelings and morality, original intention and conscience, were all entangled into a knot. Xie Yuchen found it extremely difficult to make a decision and was sweating profusely.
"Yeah, and no."
Ji Feiyan's face suddenly turned cold.
"You want me to be your concubine?"
Xie Yuchen waved his hands repeatedly.
"No, no, no, I have absolutely no such intention."
Ji Feiyan asked urgently, with great authority.
"Let me be frank, are you going to marry her or not?"
Xie Yuchen was extremely nervous and used humble and tactful words.
"I'm sorry, but I can't obey your order."
Ji Feiyan's eyebrows were raised.
"why?"
"You proposed marrying Master Zhuo, wasn't it out of responsibility?"
"Now, let me explain clearly that the person you are entangled with is me, so the person you want to marry should also be me."
Xie Yuchen described his thoughts in as much detail as possible and expressed his refusal.
"Master Ji has indeed misunderstood."
"My desire to marry Master Zhuo is not purely out of love. I have long admired her."
"It's just that the two of them are strangers, so I can't find a reason to ask for love or marriage."
“Rhythm and interest are an opportunity and a reason that pushes me forward.”
"Even if I'm not interested in her, I will still find a way to get to know her and woo her."
"Without love for each other, there will be no happiness as a couple. I pray that Master Ji understands that I do not want to ruin your life, nor do I want to suffer myself."
Ji Feiyan squeezed out a few tears.
"There is clearly love between us."
"When we were in love, you said that you loved me deeply."
Xie Yuchen hurriedly corrected.
"I was expressing my feelings to Master Zhuo."
Ji Feiyan was sad and angry.
"We're both under the same mentor, the same age, the same position, and have similar backgrounds. How am I any worse than her?"
"Why do you treat her warmly and me indifferently?"
Not knowing how to answer correctly, Xie Yuchen thought for a long time and gave an answer.
"I...I prefer people who speak their mind."
Ji Feiyan's face darkened.
"Are you saying that I'm pretending to be sincere?"
Hearing that he had said something wrong, Xie Yuchen quickly changed his words.
"no no."
"I mean, I prefer people who are open-minded."
"Compared to Master Ji, Master Zhuo seems less intelligent, and I am also clumsy, so we are a perfect match."
Ji Feiyan glared.
"Could it be that you are accusing me of being scheming?"
Xie Yuchen has a lot of grievances that he can't express.
"No...how did you hear..."
Ji Feiyan took a step back and continued asking.
"I want to be your concubine, are you willing?"
Xie Yuchen still refused.
"My lord, I have always insisted on marrying only one wife and not taking concubines."
Ji Feiyan scolded.
"I'm asking you, but you insist on marrying Master Xie."
"Why mention him?"
Xie Yuchen explained solemnly.
"I will strive to emulate the actions of my ancestor and will never slack off."
Ji Feiyan felt wronged and wanted to cry.
"If you don't take responsibility, how can I get married in the future?"
Xie Yuchen made a weak suggestion.
"I heard that Lord Xin, the Minister of Northern Zhao, is on good terms with you."
Ji Feiyan suddenly slammed the table.
"Third Junior Brother has abandoned me after learning what happened at the beginning of the year!"
Xie Yuchen was startled and froze.
"Ah? This..."
Ji Feiyan was filled with grief and anger, roaring and scolding.
"It's all your fault!"
"I don't know who you've offended, but who actually used drugs to facilitate our affair."
Xie Yuchen looked pale.
"Master Ji is very perceptive."
"Before I started working on Yiren Qingcheng, I stayed at home almost every day, rarely interacted with outsiders, and never made enemies with anyone."
Ji Feiyan put it another way.
"Perhaps, Second Junior Sister found out that you had a crush on her, so she used you to make me lose my chastity."
"In this way, her plot will succeed and she will marry Third Junior Brother."
"After all, it's your fault."
"In the end, you said you didn't want to be responsible for me."
"Thank you, Master, for being such a good tutor!"
"Today, I'm going to risk everything. I'll abandon the affairs of Beizhaotai and go straight to the Xie Mansion to ask for an explanation from Lord and Madam Xie. Let's see if they will care about your playboy son."
Seeing her leave her seat angrily, Xie Yuchen chased after her and blocked her way.
"Master Ji, please think twice!"
"If our affair becomes public, how can I... how can I..."
He hesitated and couldn't finish his words. Ji Feiyan understood his meaning and spoke frankly.
"Are you trying to tell me how I can marry Master Zhuo?"
"You're still thinking about her now?!"
Xie Yuchen comforted.
"Master Ji, please be patient, sit down and enjoy your tea, and listen to me."
"Nowadays, having a love affair before marriage or having an abortion are no big deal. People accept it and have no objection at all."
"Just think of it as, you and I had a relationship, but we had different personalities and broke up peacefully."
"This will not affect your future marriage."
Ji Feiyan returned to her seat and became furious after hearing this.
"How can it not affect getting married? That's easy for you to say."
"To tell you the truth, I'm pregnant with your child!"
Xie Yuchen was frightened and his whole body shook.
"what?!"
His eyes were filled with confusion as he checked her abdomen through her clothes.
"What about the child?"
"How many months are you pregnant? Why aren't you showing any signs of pregnancy?"
Ji Feiyan is stern.
"Can you count? I've already given birth to the child."
Xie Yuchen stood respectfully to one side, timid and frightened.
"Yes, yes, I was too flustered to react."
"Please forgive me, Master Ji."
Ji Feiyan exaggerated it.
"In order to give birth to your child, I suffered for three days and three nights. I couldn't bear it several times and my life was in danger!"
"Not to mention, my face is no longer beautiful, my figure is no longer graceful, I am exhausted and my health is gone."
“I’ve paid a lot!”
Xie Yuchen repented.
"Master Xinlaoji, this is all my fault."
Ji Feiyan took a sip of tea, added a little force, and dropped the teacup heavily on the table.
"Tell me, what should we do in this situation?"
Xie Yuchen tried his best to regain his composure, thinking deeply and speaking honestly.
"I really can't marry you."
"Even if Master Zhuo marries someone else, I won't marry you. I've always been like this. I'd rather enjoy solitude than betray someone."
"Child, this is not my wish, but now that you are born, I cannot abandon you."
"How about this? The child is mine. You can come anytime you want to see him. I'll teach him that you're the mother, but I'll keep your pregnancy a secret to avoid delaying your lifelong plans."
"Excuse me, Master Ji, what do you think?"
Ji Feiyan pointed out her dissatisfaction.
"Second Junior Sister, you will definitely harbor hatred and plot to murder my child."
Xie Yuchen immediately added.
"Don't worry, Master Ji."
"Even if I get what I want and marry Master Zhuo, I will raise the child myself and will not entrust it to her."
Ji Feiyan gave a cold warning.
"Think carefully, once this is decided, you won't be allowed to regret it."
"Otherwise, I swear I will never let you go. When that happens, you, along with everyone in the Xie Mansion, will not be able to escape."
Xie Yuchen's innocent face reflects a touch of nobleness.
"The mistake has been made, and I cannot regret it."
"I will work hard to be a qualified father."
"Excuse me, where is the child?"
Ji Feiyan evaded the question.
"When I finish my work, I'll take you to see him."
Xie Yuchen was respectful.
"Yes."