20demayo Chapter 207 Extra Chapter: Zhen Huan
Chapter 207 Extra Chapter: Zhen Huan
I am Zhen Huan, the sister of the current queen. I feel that my life should not be like this until my death.How could I die of Ling Yunfeng from illness when I should live a glorious life and achieve great things?
Ever since I became conscious, I have unconsciously been at odds with my sister Zhen Yuyan. Although my father and mother doted on me more, I always felt that her presence was extremely annoying, and I even felt that Zhen Yuyan would take away everything from me. That illusion.
It wasn't until the eve of entering the palace that my father told me Zhen Yuyan's life experience. It turned out that she was just the daughter of a guilty minister. How could she compete with me.But what I absolutely cannot accept is that my father actually asked me to support Zhen Yuyan after entering the palace!Why does my father think that she, Zhen Yuyan, is better than me, Zhen Huan? I am absolutely not convinced.
The imperial edict of canonization came down, and I was one level higher than Zhen Yuyan. I even had a title, so Zhen Yuyan was severely compared to me.
It was great. I will never forget the pleasure I felt at that time in my life, because it was the only time I defeated her. In the days to come, I could be said to be inferior to her in every way.
At the beginning, when I was favored by the emperor, she only agreed in a small way, and she was like an ant compared to me.But later, watching her step by step from agreeing to being here, and the noble lady getting higher and higher, but she was still stuck in the same place, naturally she became anxious.
Originally, I thought that no matter how high he climbed, what I got was the emperor's preference and favor.But later on, when I gradually realized that the favor I received was less than one ten thousandth of that of Zhen Yuyan, I realized how ridiculous I was.
At least Zhen Yuyan was truly favored by the emperor, and she was just a substitute.Recalling that the skills my father wanted me to learn overlapped with those of Queen Chunyuan, Zhen Yuyan learned how to manage the harem, which was not much different from the harem.
It turned out that from the very beginning, my father had been planning to train me as a beloved concubine and Zhen Yuyan as a queen.One can contain the emperor, and the other can control the harem. This father's idea is indeed a good one.
I desperately wanted to leave the palace and go to the Ganlu Temple to practice. It was not entirely because I was heartbroken. Most of it was because my arranged life was unwilling to be like this, so I resisted.
Resist his father's thoughts and actions that want him to be inferior to Zhen Yuyan; resist the emperor's life that uses him as a substitute; resist the life that is not controlled by himself.
But the facts tell me that I can’t rely on my imagination. When I come to Ganlu Temple, I don’t have anyone to serve me, so I have to do everything myself. But I still have to be tortured by others every day. When I’m sick or in pain, no one may understand. Caring, that Wen Shichu is also useless.
That's all, this life has been uncomfortable and embarrassing, so it would be better to leave early and catch up with the Naihe Bridge earlier, rejoin the world, and change the way of life.
But after I died, I didn't enchant my soul with any black and white. Instead, I wandered in this world and saw how Zhen Yuyan gained great favor and how she became the most beloved person in the emperor's heart.
Zhen Yuyan, I admit that I lost.
However, just when he had such an idea, he saw a soul that looked different from Zhen Yuyan floating out of Zhen Yuyan's body and disappearing into the world. From then on, Zhen Yuyan seemed to be a different person.
Haha, Zhen Yuyan, I didn’t lose, at least I didn’t lose to you, hahaha...