20demayo Chapter 356 Wanting to Stab Himself
Chapter 356 Wanting to Stab Himself
Chapter 356 Wanting to Stab Himself
"Birth control pills?" Xue Tao frowned.
"She took birth control pills every day when she was with me."
"..." Xue Tao's mouth formed an "O" shape. A few seconds later, he raised his hand and slapped himself, blaming himself, "Young Master, this is my fault. I forgot to tell you that the young mistress's bottle of birth control pills was fake. The capsules contained vitamins, not birth control pills."
"What did you say? That's not a birth control pill, it's vitamins?" Yan Ye was so excited he almost lost his balance.
"Yes, they are all vitamins. I asked Ruowei to switch her birth control pills to vitamins."
"..."
She didn't lie to him; the child was his. He had misunderstood her.
He called his own child a bastard and thought about aborting him every day.
Yan Ye, how could you be so foolish?
Yan Ye was heartbroken and extremely remorseful. He raised his hand and slapped himself several times. If he hadn't been so weak, his face would have been turned into a pig's head.
"Young master, young master, don't hit yourself, hit me instead. It's my fault, I forgot to tell you this."
Xue Tao hurriedly went over to stop Yan Ye from slapping himself again.
Yan Ye's hand was held down by Xue Tao, and he draped half his body over him, crying out in self-reproach: "Xue Tao, I'm such a bastard. I'm not a good husband, and I'm not a good father. Xue Tao, go get a knife and stab me. Otherwise, I can't forgive myself. I'm such a bastard..."
"Young Master, this is not your fault, it is my fault."
Yan Ye, like a child who had made a mistake, buried his face in Xue Tao's shoulder and cried bitterly until he had no strength left to cry.
Xue Tao helped Yan Ye to bed, helped him sit up against the headboard, then picked up the food from the bedside table and hurriedly took it downstairs to heat it up.
Yan Ye, you're such a bastard.
Although Yan Ye stopped crying, she was still cursing herself in her heart.
Thinking about what he had done to Yue Yirou and their child, he felt as if he wanted to stab himself with a knife.
Fortunately, he doesn't even have the strength to walk anymore; otherwise, in this state of extreme self-blame, he really would have taken a knife and stabbed himself.
He didn't believe her, forced her to have an abortion, lied to her that there was something wrong with the child, and made her shed so many tears.
He would often lose his temper with her, yell at her, threaten her, and even deliberately flirt with Mu Xuan, making her sad and upset.
Yan Ye, how could you be such a scoundrel?
Why can't you believe that she has let go of Lu Tingyun?
Why can't you believe her words, and believe that the child is yours?
She loves you so much, how can you not believe her?
For the next period of time, Yan Ye was filled with deep self-blame.
If Xue Tao and the others hadn't hidden all the sharp weapons like scissors and fruit knives, he would have stabbed himself countless times.
He didn't go to see Yue Yirou because he felt ashamed to face her.
He also forbade everyone to tell Yue Yirou that the misunderstanding had been resolved, saying that he would personally go to Singapore to talk to her about these things and ask for her forgiveness. However, he kept himself busy with work every day and refused to go to Singapore.
"Butler Xue, is Yan Ye feeling any better now?"
Yue Yirou would call Xue Tao almost every night before going to bed to ask about Yan Ye's situation.
She was really worried about him.
Xue Tao was about to go upstairs to the study to urge Yan Ye to go to sleep, as Yan Ye had recently been working until late at night before finally returning to his room to sleep.
"Young Madam, the young master is much better now. He eats on time every day, but he often works until late at night before going to sleep."
He's using busy work to numb himself.
This is not the first time.
Yue Yirou felt sorry for him, but also relieved.
"Young Madam, please focus on your pregnancy. I will keep an eye on the young master and report back to you if anything happens. Don't worry too much."
Xue Tao really wanted to tell her that Yan Ye already believed the child was his, but Yan Ye had given a strict order not to say anything, so he could only comfort her and tell her not to overthink it.
After ending his call with Yue Yirou, Xue Tao entered the elevator.
Yan Ye was still busy in the study when Xue Tao pushed the door open and came in. He didn't even look up, and said while typing on the keyboard, "Uncle Xue, you should go back and rest. I'll go back to sleep after I finish this."
Xue Tao did not turn around and leave, but continued to walk towards him, sighing, "Young Master, the young mistress is very worried about you. I think it would be better if you went to Singapore as soon as possible to bring her back."
Now that the misunderstanding has been cleared up, we should go and explain things clearly as soon as possible and bring the person back.
Yan Ye paused for a moment: "Tell her I'm fine, and that she can rest assured and focus on her pregnancy without worrying."
"I told you, but young master, when are you finally going to bring the young mistress back?"
Even if I'm too ashamed to see him, I have to see him eventually. What if things get complicated if I keep dragging this out?
blah blah blah...
As soon as Xue Tao finished thinking, he immediately spat in his mind several times.
"hold on."
How much longer do we have to wait?
Xue Tao couldn't understand why Yan Ye was so calm and collected around Yue Yirou now.
Looking back, when has he ever been as tolerant as he is now?
"Sigh..." Knowing he couldn't persuade Yan Ye, Xue Tao sighed and turned to leave. When he reached the door, he couldn't help but stop and turn back to Yan Ye, saying, "Young Master, if you want the young mistress to be able to rest and recuperate in peace, then go and bring her back as soon as possible."
After Xue Tao left, Yan Ye stopped typing and looked down at the wedding ring on his left ring finger.
It's not that he doesn't want to bring her back, but that he can't for the time being.
He was too ashamed to see her, yet worried that she wouldn't believe he already believed her, and that she would choose to leave again.
In the past, he was such a scoundrel that she was terrified.
Moreover, dealing with Hei Feng has reached a critical juncture. If we bring her back and she discovers this, she will be even less able to focus on her pregnancy.
I can't go to pick her up, and I can't secretly go to see her either.
Given the current situation, staying at her home in Singapore is the most suitable option for her.
After staring at the ring for a while, Yan Ye picked up his phone, intending to call Acheng. However, he then thought that he and Zhang Qier might be doing something unspeakable, so he abandoned the idea and found Gao Liang's phone number to call him directly.
When Gao Liang received Yan Ye's call for the first time, he was extremely excited: "Young...Young Master."
"Gao Liang, send more people to protect the young mistress. There can be no mistakes."
"Yes, Master."
"It's best to protect her discreetly; she doesn't like being surrounded by people."
"Yes, Master."
The next day, Gao Liang personally went to the local bodyguard group and selected twenty experts to secretly protect Yue Yirou.
At the dining table, Yue Yirou kept her head down and stirred the porridge in her bowl absentmindedly.
She wondered why Yan Ye, now that he had recovered, didn't send anyone to look for her, instead of being busy with his work.
Did Xue Tao and the others tell him about her being here, and he was planning a surprise attack, or was he heartbroken and no longer cared about her?
She was afraid of the former. If it was the latter, there would still be room for reconciliation after the child was born. But if it was the former, once he took her back, the child would definitely be lost.