I heard you still love her

Chapter 10

When Yan Zhilan woke up the next day, it was almost nine o'clock.

For her, such a good sleep has never been experienced in so many years, so that when she woke up, she sat on the bed blankly holding the quilt.

Yan Zhilan was still holding the shirt in her arms, which vaguely smelled of Xiao Ruoyan's body. The bed next to her was empty, and even a little wrinkle had been smoothed out, which was Ah Yan's usual style.

Yan Zhilan looked down at herself, she was naked except for her underwear.

She bit her lip, her cheeks flushed slightly, she tilted her head, and saw the clothes on the clothes rack.

My heart felt a little cold for an instant.

Ah Yan, she should have left.

Seeing herself drinking and smoking yesterday, she must be disappointed and sad, right?

……

Yan Zhilan was in a sad mood, and there was a chattering voice from outside the door.

She came here early in the morning to listen to the crack in the door. She came here on time at eight o'clock, and was dragged by Xiao Ruoyan who was guarding Yan Zhilan's side and taught her a lesson. She was quite excited and looked into Xiao Ruoyan's eyes : "Are you crying? Why are your eyes swollen like peaches?"

Xiao Ruoyan was speechless. She was very tall, with a net height of 1.7 meters [-], so even if she was wearing slippers and Lan Lan was wearing high heels, she could still guarantee her absolute dominance. With one hand in her pocket, she looked condescendingly at Lan Lan: "My eyes are swollen, why are you happy?"

She was born with a cold temperament.

From junior high school, high school, and university, they are all the type who are admired by many people, but only dare to look at them from a distance.

Only Lanlan dared to challenge her bottom line many times, which was helpless.

How can you not be happy?

Lan Lan's eyes were about to crescent into a smile.

She has already started to fill her brain with happiness.

Last night, the fourth child must have gotten his wish, right?

Otherwise, Yan Zhilan, a poor sleepy person, should have woken up by now. Wasn't it too intense last night, so she was overtired?

Look at the red and swollen eyes of the second child again, ahaha, Lan Lan couldn't help but the corners of her lips rose crazily, obviously she was made to cry too much.

Why did she show such a lewd, evil smile?

Xiao Ruoyan was wrinkling her eyebrows and thinking, when the door of the room was pushed open with a "bang", Yan Zhilan was barefoot, only wrapped in a quilt, her hair was still loose, she looked out in a panic, when she saw Xiao Ruoyan When Ruoyan was talking, she breathed a sigh of relief.

Xiao Ruoyan's face changed suddenly, she walked over to block Yan Zhilan with her body, and was about to reprimand Lanlan to let her go quickly, but who knew that he would preemptively: "Go back quickly! Why did you not guard people in the morning?"

Her second child is probably too unpopular.

Lanlan roared in her heart, the tenderness was over, the next morning, of course she had to kiss her lover's forehead to watch her wake up.

What day did she come to chat with herself in the morning?

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

The door was slammed shut with a bang.

Xiao Ruoyan walked into the room with a bad expression, followed by Yan Zhilan, she peeped at Xiao Ruoyan's appearance, knowing that she was angry, Xiaoyan immediately wrapped the sheet tightly and lowered her head to pretend to be pitiful.

Xiao Ruoyan took out the slippers for her, "Why did you go out like this?"

What if someone sees it?

Yan Zhilan whispered, "I'm afraid you'll sneak away."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart curled up, and she replied stiffly: "I can't go, put on your shoes."

She was always so temperless towards her.

Yan Zhilan put on the slippers obediently, and looked at her eagerly: "I want to take a bath."

Xiao Ruoyan paused, her ears felt inexplicably hot, and she turned her head: "Go and wash."

Could it be that she hasn't sobered up yet and her legs are sore and weak, so do you want her to help her take a bath?

Although she had bathed Xiaoyan in high school before, how could she have the nerve to speak like this again after so many years.

However, if Xiaoyan had to mention it, she could only reluctantly agree.

"Then I'm going to take a shower, you are not allowed to go."

Yan Zhilan's words interrupted Xiao Ruoyan's reverie.

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

The scalding water sprinkled on the body, the sun filled the bathroom, and the air was full of happy bubbles.

Because of Xiao Ruoyan's existence.

Yan Zhilan feels that taking a bath has become a very happy thing, but after all, she misses her and is afraid that she will leave.

She washes faster than usual.

The bubbling hot water flowed down Yuze's beautiful back, flowing over the sexy backline, Yan Zhilan's cheeks were flushed, and she checked herself in the mirror.

It's clean, without any traces...

The mood was not so beautiful in an instant, Yan Zhilan thought about it for a while and finally figured it out, she smiled, it will be a long time, her family Ayan has never been an honest gentleman, she doesn't believe it, she can bear it once Can bear the second and third times.

They are not teenagers anymore.

There is no need to worry about the taboos behind it.

Her heart was thinking of her, her body was also longing for her all these years.

Yan Zhilan didn't believe that Xiao Ruoyan would miss her.

After taking a shower, she pulled away from her wild thoughts and suddenly remembered that she didn't bring underwear and a change of clothes.

Do you want to go out like this?

Just when she was in a dilemma, there was a knock on the door, and Xiao Ruoyan's voice came in.

"Give you the clothes."

With a "creak", the door opened a crack, Yan Zhilan's body was hiding behind the door, her face was as pink as a peach blossom soaked in hot water.

Xiao Ruoyan turned her head away from her in a very "honest gentleman" manner, dragging the clothes in her hands: "The top is the new underwear I bought for you. It has been washed and dried, and the bottom is the skirt that was washed yesterday."

Yan Zhilan felt warm in her heart, she took it, "Thank you."

Xiao Ruoyan's face was a little hot, she didn't dare to look at Yan Zhilan, but just sniffed the fragrance of her body coming from the crack of the door.

What about the clothes Ah Yan bought?

When Yan Zhilan changed her clothes, she didn't know what she thought of, her cheeks turned slightly red, and even her ears turned red.

The clothes are very warm and smell good on the body.

Yan Zhilan could feel Xiao Ruoyan's changes.

She felt that the way she looked at her was much softer, with a strong... pity?

Is it difficult-

Yan Zhilan tried her best to recall, last night, last night... She was a bit fragmented, she didn't know what happened to make Ah Yan change so much, could it be that she kissed her, and then? ...

He changed his clothes and came out with a lot of thoughts.

Yan Zhilan's hair hadn't been dried, and the unwiped water droplets on her neck dripped onto her collarbone, and slid all the way down, falling into the invisible spring ups and downs.

She tilted her head to look at Xiao Ruoyan, her lips were charming, and her clear eyes were full of smiles.

Xiao Ruoyan waved at her, "Come here."

Yan Zhilan was startled for a moment, and walked over.

Xiao Ruoyan had already prepared the hair dryer, she plugged it in, pressed the switch, tested the heat with her hands first, and began to blow dry Yan Zhilan's hair.

Her eyes are full of seriousness, and her hands are also gentle and delicate. She takes care of her long strands of silky hair carefully.

Through the mirror opposite.

Yan Zhilan stared at Xiao Ruoyan.

In the end what happened?

Could it be more than just a kiss...

Yesterday, she could clearly feel Xiao Ruoyan's obvious alienation and restraint, but today, she seemed to have undergone inexplicable changes.

Wrapped in the smell of missing, feeling Xiao Ruoyan's delicateness and care, Yan Zhilan's brain seemed to stop thinking, she leaned back and leaned softly in Xiao Ruoyan's arms.

The moment the skin gets along.

She could feel Xiao Ruoyan's body visibly stiff, Yan Zhilan held her breath, Xiao Ruoyan paused for a moment, and continued to blow her hair.

Such a scene, such a moment.

It was what Yan Zhilan dreamed of during the most painful and difficult times of these years.

Now, she is really in her arms.

Yan Zhilan couldn't help stretching out her hand and pinching her leg, only the pain told her that this was real and not a dream.

The surrounding light floated like particles, every cell was clamoring for happiness, and the blood became hot.

She is like a besieged city, lonely for too long.

She was afraid that all this was false.

Before going to breakfast.

Xiao Ruoyan simply tidied up the room, her obsession with cleanliness has become a habit, and she has to change the sheets every day even in the hotel.

While she was busy, Yan Zhilan walked to the corridor with mineral water, quickly took out a medicine box from her pocket, and swallowed a white pill into it.

Xiao Ruoyan, who had been changing the sheets, froze. She didn't say anything, but bit her lips and smoothed the wrinkled sheets.

The two walked out of the room together.

Yan Zhilan really wanted to ask Xiao Ruoyan, would she still leave?when are we leaving.

But she dare not.

Even if it was a dream, she hoped that it would last longer.

At the beginning, no matter what the reason was, she didn't go to the old place for the appointment after graduating from university.

Ah Yan must have had a hard time waiting that year.

But she couldn't, couldn't let her see how embarrassed she was.

The two walked side by side.

The sun shone on their bodies, plating a layer of warm gold.

Zhang Wei and Lan Lan, who were eating in the restaurant, raised their heads together when they heard the sound.

At that moment, time seemed to flow backwards.

Xiao Ruoyan was half a head taller than Yan Zhilan, and the two of them still followed their previous habits, Xiao Ruoyan stood on the right side to protect her, feeling their eyes, Xiao Ruoyan smiled lightly, and she stretched out her hand to hold Yan Zhilan hands.

Yan Zhilan took a breath, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan in surprise, Xiao Ruoyan looked at her, her amber eyes were filled with the warmth of her nostalgia.

At that moment, the air is sweet.

Yan Zhilan held her hand, interlocking her fingers, her eyes were red.

They look like teenagers, but they are no longer young.

Zhang Wei was so surprised to stand up when she saw this scene, are they... reconciled?

Lan Lan muttered and sighed, "Hey."

Zhang Wei gave her a hammer, "What are you doing?"

Lanlan had a bitter face: "I blush when I hold a hand, I thought the two of you slept yesterday."

Zhang Wei: ...

Breakfast at the hotel is buffet style.

Nice environment.

The four of them were sitting there talking and laughing. Zhang Wei knew that Xiao Ruoyan was in a hurry every time, and she was afraid that she would run away: "It's just the four of us at night, we go to eat hot pot, we go to school, we always go to that house .”

Both Yan Zhilan and Lan Lan stared at Xiao Ruoyan, Xiao Ruoyan smiled and nodded, "Okay."

While drinking the soup, the chef knew that Zhang Wei was the bride, so he specially brought abalone porridge to everyone at the table.

Yan Zhilan smiled and nodded politely to the chef. She took it and put it aside when she saw the parsley inside.

Both she and Xiao Ruoyan were the ones who never wasted food.

She doesn't like parsley.

Several people were talking, and music was played in the hotel lobby.

It is a popular song "They Don't Know".

- They don't know how much I love you.

They don't know, I have to you.

They don't know that time can only separate years, not hot eyes.

They don't know that distance can only separate mountains and rivers, but not lingering concerns.

……

Hearing this word, Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, Xiao Ruoyan had already taken her porridge, and she carefully picked out the coriander inside with chopsticks without raising her head.

On the other hand, Zhang Wei, she is not as heartless as Lanlan, and she knows a little about Xiao Ruoyan's affairs this year, "Is this song, second child, the lyrics you wrote?"

Over the years, Xiao Ruoyan has produced countless works by relying on his ability to be the music director.

Some, she signed.

There are some, and none.

I still remember that in her sophomore year of high school, she wrote a song "Taste".

The boss of the record company spent a lot of money to buy the full copyright, and the signature was someone else, but Xiao Ruoyan refused without hesitation.

She always said that music is her soul.

Every song is like a child of hers. It is all painstaking efforts. If it cannot be signed, it will not be sold for more money.

And now...

Xiao Ruoyan raised her eyes, "Well, I sold it to Yiyang."

Zhang Wei looked at her, and Lanlan was the most surprised: "You...but it's not your name, why are you selling it?"

How determined she was before, they still remember deeply.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan quietly, Xiao Ruoyan stayed up all night with Yan Zhilan yesterday, her voice was low, with a faint sense of fatigue: "For money."

Everyone:……

What a simple and unpretentious answer, it is impossible to refute.

"Are you in a hurry to spend money?"

Lan Lan and Zhang Wei are both from the Moonlight Clan. Although they are not rich, if the second child is in a hurry to spend money, he can still spend some money.

Yan Zhilan also stared into Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, her eyes were a bit bitter and sad.

She knows it better than anyone.

What is music to Xiao Ruoyan.

She always said that a good song is condensed with a lot of hard work, and the soul in it can only be understood by the creators themselves, and only they can sing the sincerity.

What has happened to her all these years, why is she in such a hurry to spend money.

The slightly sad and hoarse singing still echoed in my ears.

When the last sentence - they don't know, I can give up my dreams and myself, but I can't let you go, Yan Zhilan stared at her without blinking, her eyes filled with tears, and a certain answer was ready to come out from the bottom of her heart.

Xiao Ruoyan pushed the coriander soup in front of Xiaoyan, she looked at Yan Zhilan and said slowly: "I want to come back, I always have a home of my own."

After working hard outside for so many years, she left her hometown, turned against her parents, and went to a city she didn't know well alone.

She can bear cold water steamed buns, instant noodles and pickled vegetables, dirty basement, and cockroaches that make her scream.

She used to have no friends, no time for leisure and entertainment, she gritted her teeth and everything was just to make money.

For what?

In order for them to be together one day, even if there is a glimmer of hope, it is worth her whole life.

She gave up her teenage dreams.

She gave up the pride in her heart.

She can be humbled to the dust.

She sold the work that she was most proud of, she smiled and held a wine glass to make excuses, she squatted by the flower bed alone and vomited all the bile.

She swallowed all her tears and thoughts.

She always has an unchanging belief in her heart.

——Xiaoyan, if one day you still need me, remember our love.

I will come back and give you a home.