I heard you still love her

Chapter 31

Xiao Ruoyan used to be such a gentle person, she wanted to hold Xiaoyan in her hands, but now she couldn't see the sad eyes at all, she nervously wiped her hands with a wet tissue, lowered her head and kissed perfunctorily Xiaoyan's forehead, "Help me take a look, is there anything wrong? Oh, Xiaoyan, you should also quickly wrap the bath towel again, don't show so much."

Yan Zhilan:? ? ?

Who was it just now who muttered in distaste and said that the bath towel she was wearing didn't feel good?

Xiao Ruoyan stepped forward with long legs and walked all the way to the door. Instead of opening the door directly, she took a deep breath and sneaked a look on the cat's eye. After confirming that it was her sister, Xiao Ruoyan turned around and opened her eyes wide. Yan Zhilan said with her mouth: "It's really my sister!"

Yan Zhiyi outside the door got impatient, so she kicked down the door.

She thought, does it take so long to put on a dress?Are you playing tricks?

Yan Zhilan: ...

It really doesn't look very smart.

Xiao Ruoyan was very nervous, she kept wiping her hands with paper towels, she was a little nervous, she even raised her hand to smell it.

Well, it's fragrant, but not that kind of fragrance.

Yan Zhilan's body temperature, which had just been relieved, rose instantly, and her face turned red, "You..."

Are you ashamed to say that she in the dream is an asshole?

Who is more messed up?

Very "grand" inspection.

After confirming that there were really no flaws, Xiao Ruoyan opened the door. She met Yan Zhiyi when she was a teenager. At that time, she was still in the period of adolescence and arrogance. Wherever she walked, she was the focus of the crowd, and she didn't like being too much. Many people stare at him, so he has developed the habit of treating people with a serious attitude.

To Yan Zhiyi, she used to be like that.

At that time, the older sister was still in the stage of opposing them wanting to separate them.

Now, it's different.

My sister's attitude has softened.

She has to say something too.

On the one hand, Xiao Ruoyan felt that he could no longer be as indifferent as before, and seemed unsatisfactory, but at the same time, he thought that he couldn't change too much all at once, and a bright smile would be suspected of flattering.

After pondering it over and over again, the corners of Xiao Ruoyan's lips rose slightly, forming a warm arc, and her eyes still maintained the cold arrogance of high school.

This is very good, cold and beautiful mixed with a little warmth, it should be very appropriate.

Yan Zhiyi seemed to have drunk some wine, her cheeks were a little red, and her eyes were also red. Her attire has always been very mature, very... sexy, black long skirt with wrapping hips, straight and slender white legs, sexy red lips, ten centimeters Her high-heeled shoes were quite condescending and domineering under her feet.

She hasn't seen Xiaoyan for ten years, and she hasn't seen her sister for ten years.

In the past ten years, Xiao Ruoyan felt that she had matured a lot, it was really that kind of ripe fruit, and her femininity was about to overflow.

Yan Zhiyi raised her hand, hooked the curly hair around her ears, and looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "My sister's baby bump, is it because I interrupted your good deeds that you are so embarrassed and polite?" Am I laughing?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Yan Zhiyi shook the bag in her hand, walked into the room unceremoniously, and saw her sister who was sitting on the sofa looking at her sister wrapped in a towel, she understood.

This is just playing on the sofa.

"you've been drinking?"

Yan Zhilan stood up, feeling a little uncomfortable there, and her walking posture was a bit abnormal.

Yan Zhiyi looked at it and smiled, she turned her head to look at Xiao Ruoyan, "I underestimated you."

She is the one who knows best how tough and tempered her sister is.

What Xiao Ruoyan left in her deepest memory was the way she cried and told her to take good care of her younger sister, and then squatted on the spot alone and cried.

She thought her sister would be the one above.

Inexplicably, Yan Zhiyi felt a little upset, and stared at Xiao Ruoyan with sharp eyes.

Her eyes are similar to her small face, but they are more sharp.

When Xiaoyan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, she was always gentle and full of affection.

But my sister is like a big boss who scrutinizes people from above, she is extremely powerful.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been a sensitive character, but now she is not young anymore, she is not at such an impulsive age, she can feel that Yan Zhiyi's verbal strength is just fake, but there is a kind of treatment behind it." Brother-in-law" casual temperature.

Xiao Ruoyan was right, Yan Zhiyi wanted to use such a blunt tone to express her attitude.

Yan Zhilan tugged at her sister's bag and whispered, "Don't scare her."

"Hehe." Yan Zhiyi looked at her sister with her head down. She hadn't seen her for a few days. She seemed to be a different person. Her eyes, which were full of despair and sadness, had been replaced by watery tenderness, and her condition was much better. .

Love, it really makes people die and live again.

"Have you eaten yet?"

Yan Zhiyi unceremoniously fell down on the sofa, covering her stomach with one hand: "I'm a little hungry."

She had just finished a banquet, and the hypocritical smiles and dirty smells of those people above made her feel extremely uncomfortable. She just drank the wine and didn't eat a few bites of food, and now she felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach.

When she came out of the hotel, she looked at the cascading and flickering lights in the distance of the city, and she felt very lonely in her heart.

She didn't want to go home, and she was lonely when she went back. She was not popular at all, so she simply asked the driver to turn around and come to her sister.

These years, on the one hand, she was worried about her younger sister's health, on the other hand, she wanted to resist her younger sister's pressure, and took over many things in the family company.

She didn't dare to disobey her father, so she could only bear it silently in this way.

Only by being strong can she protect her sister and fight for a free tomorrow for herself.

Yan Zhilan and Xiao Ruoyan just had supper, she was about to talk, Xiao Ruoyan hurriedly said beside her: "No. Are you hungry? I'll do it right away."

She wanted to call her sister, but was ashamed to say so.

Yan Zhilan: ...

When she looked up again, it was already Xiao Ruoyan who was trotting towards the kitchen.

Yan Zhilan was amused and a little distressed, she turned around and saw her sister's thoughtful eyes, her cheeks were flushed, her body smelled of roses and alcohol: "How much did you drink again?"

Yan Zhiyi squeezed her forehead with one hand, her eyes were blinded by the light, and she half-closed her eyes: "Not much, maybe two or three catties."

In the end, she leaned on the sofa, said a few words to her sister, and fell into a deep sleep unconsciously.

Halfway through, she was a little hazy, as if someone had covered her body with a piece of clothing, and there was a burst of food aroma coming from the tip of her nose. She wanted to open her eyes, but her eyelids were very heavy.

On the coffee table directly opposite her, there were brightly colored and mouth-watering dishes.

Yan Zhilan looked around, "Ayan, you are too exaggerated."

It's so late...what does she do with squirrel mandarin fish, slobber chicken...chicken wrapped with shark's fin...

Xiao Ruoyan wiped the sweat from her forehead, she looked at Yan Zhiyi, she was asleep, she dared to lower her voice to call her sister.

"Sister drank too much, I'll go get her a glass of honey water, you feed her."

Yan Zhilan hugged her waist, coquettishly: "Okay, I'm not an outsider, don't be busy, rest for a while, aren't you tired?"

Ah Yan had just finished working on her before.

Xiao Ruoyan was too anxious to cook just now, a layer of fragrant sweat oozed from the tip of her nose, she shook her head: "It's okay."

Up to now, she is still a little nervous. She wants to behave better and make her sister like her.

Xiao Ruoyan is really an arrogant person. She has never tried to curry favor with anyone since she was a child, and Yan Zhiyi was the first one.

She wants to fight for them, even a little bit of happiness.

She knew that Yan Zhilan loved her sister very much, and knew how important her sister was to her.

If my sister can fully recognize her, then Xiaoyan will be very happy.

Xiaoyan was jealous and distressed, she stood up, hooked her neck with her hands, pressed her head down like a fool, and gently rubbed the tip of her nose: "You have never flattered me like this!" .”

Xiao Ruoyan's face was a little red, she was an upright gentleman in a hurry, and quickly pushed Yan Zhilan's waist away: "Be serious."

Xiaoyan: ...? ? ?

People, hurriedly went to the kitchen again.

Yan Zhilan, who was scolded for being unscrupulous, couldn't laugh or cry, Yan Zhiyi also sat up now, she looked at her sister, her eyes were half-closed, she was a bit charming, her voice was hoarse, "I'm lying here, you show your affection, is there any humanity?"

Yan Zhilan ignored her, she always treated her sister as cold as winter, "Did you meet with the Huang family? Why are you so unhappy?"

When her sister said this, Yan Zhiyi was upset for a while.

Her father was made a bit "women-phobic" by his sister.

These years, I took her to meet basically all the young talents in the circle, for fear that she would fall in love with a girl like her sister.

Yan Zhiyi is a person who longs for freedom. For her, love can only be icing on the cake, and it must not be a shackle that restrains her.

Those men who can fall into Yan Feng's eyes, which one is not a wealthy family, after she gets married, she will give up her career and live a boring canary life, Yan Zhiyi knows it well, she dislikes such an arrangement, but with her sister The difference is that she is vain and submissive. She shifted her focus to the Yan family, worked hard to run her business, and supported her cronies. Over the years, Yan Zhiyi gradually gained her own strength and the right to speak. For a while, she didn't nod to Yan Feng. He couldn't do anything to her.

The boy from Uncle Huang's family, Huang Han, was liked by Yan Feng countless times. Yan Zhiyi was annoyed after watching it once. Every time, she didn't give that Huang Han a good face. It's just being blind again and again, approaching with malicious intentions, which makes her extremely disgusted.

Tonight was such an occasion again, Yan Zhiyi thought it was too much trouble, so she simply drank the whole table down.

Xiao Ruoyan came out with honey water, she didn't dare to give it to her sister directly, but handed it to Xiaoyan.

Yan Zhiyi's narrow eyes narrowed, "Why, she's not the fearless girl who fought against me back then, she knows she's shy and scared?"

Before Xiao Ruoyan could speak, Yan Zhilan looked at her sister: "After all, you are so much older than her, we respect the old and love the young."

Yan Zhiyi: ...

She was convinced by this younger sister who turned her elbow outward.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled awkwardly, Yan Zhiyi took a sip of honey water, and Danfeng squinted at the table of dishes: "Don't stand still, eat with me."

big night.

With a table of dishes, Xiao Ruoyan also had a few drinks with Yan Zhiyi.

During this period of time, she was controlled by Yan Zhilan, and she hardly drank any alcohol. Now, she didn't know whether she was nervous or the wine in Xiaoyan's house was so good that she got a little drunk after a few sips.

Xiao Ruoyan was very white, she was the kind of natural beauty who didn't need any makeup, her cheeks were slightly pink, she leaned on Xiaoyan's shoulder, and a strand of long hair slipped down smoothly.

Yan Zhilan was very used to it, she lowered her head and picked up a piece of fish, picked out the fishbone and fed it into her mouth, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't drink it, you have to take the car tomorrow, huh?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, closed his eyes and ate the fish, "More."

Yan Zhilan bowed her head again and fed her the thorn carefully into her mouth.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the fish on the chopsticks and suddenly felt that it didn't taste good.

once.

She also sided with her father and opposed her sister.

My sister likes girls, such a thing is too shocking to her.

But thinking about it now, there are many clues.

It's been like that since she was a teenager. Every time she mentions Xiao Ruoyan, there will be a smile that has never been seen at the corner of her mouth.

"A Yan is great, a musical genius, and she creates very well."

"Sister, she plays the guitar very well."

"Sister, she can also draw."

"Sister, the light in our dormitory is broken, and she fixed it with three or five strokes."

……

There are too many details, but at that time Yan Zhiyi thought it was a socialist sisterhood, a pure friendship between girlfriends, if she had known earlier...their relationship was so deep, she would never let her sister go to this point.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the scarlet bracelet on her younger sister's wrist, her eyes flashed with sadness.

Xiao Ruoyan observed it very carefully, she looked at Yan Zhiyi: "Is there anything else you want to eat?"

"What's your name?" Yan Zhiyi raised her eyebrows, "You really think of me as an old man? Didn't it sound nice to call you sister before? Now let's hear it again."

Xiao Ruoyan was a little embarrassed, and Xiaoyan stared at her with a pair of beautiful eyes, just like watching the excitement.

Ten seconds passed.

Xiao Ruoyan called in a low voice: "Sister."

Her voice was very soft and thin, with a hint of tremor.

When she called "Sister", Yan Zhilan's eyes turned red.

God knows.

How much they want to be recognized by their families.

Although for this hope, they are covered with bruises and exhausted.

Xiao Ruoyan's eye circles were also red, Yan Zhilan lifted her chin, and kissed her little crying bag: "Okay, Ah Yan, don't cry, huh?"

The tip of her nose, gently rubbing the tip of her nose.

Regardless of whether my sister is still present.

That's how Yan Zhilan comforted her Ah Yan, Xiao Ruoyan sniffed, a little embarrassed, "It's okay, I'm just..."

so happy.

Yan Zhiyi looked at the two of them quietly, and at that moment, she suddenly felt a little envious.

What is love and what is it like, she has never really tasted it.

"Envy?"

Xiaoyan looked at her sister with a smile, and Xiao Ruoyan leaned against her, listening to the two sisters chatting with a smile.

Yan Zhiyi: "So what about envy?"

"You can find someone you really like, sister, you are not young."

Her sister likes that kind of pure and straightforward love. In today's society, it is really too difficult to want such pure love.

Yan Zhilan's kind reminder distorted Yan Zhiyi's pretty facial features, "I just don't want to look for it. I searched and searched, but I couldn't find anything suitable. Later, I will buy a house downstairs from the two of you and harass you every day."

For rich people, talking about buying a house is like buying cabbage.

She is rich, from childhood to adulthood, she has no worries about food and drink.

But Yan Zhiyi envied her younger sister even more, she didn't have her courage, she didn't have her courage, let alone worldly, she didn't even dare to disobey her father.

"Okay." Yan Zhilan generously agreed, and she even turned her head to discuss with Xiao Ruoyan: "When my sister gets old, we can find a nursing home for her, so that our world of two will not be disturbed."

elder sister:……

Look, does this speak human words?

I drank a lot tonight.

But as she talked, Yan Zhiyi drank several more glasses of wine, and the atmosphere was very good. In the end, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan and spoke earnestly, "Ruoyan, to be honest, from the beginning, I didn't deny it, and I know you are excellent, but the previous me couldn't accept my sister going this way."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded seriously.

Yan Zhiyi shook the wine glass: "I'm afraid that she will work hard, that she will be judged by the world all her life, and that her father will quarrel with her again and again. I have thought about you many times before, and I know you It's true love, how long can cuteness last? There will be a day when the hormones dry up, is it really okay to have a relationship without a name or a share?"

"This society is too complicated and too realistic. The national conditions are here. Look at Mr. Qin and Mr. Ruan of Yiyang. They are big names in the entertainment industry. After they come out, they have to accept many different voices and eyes. , not to mention how difficult your future will be."

"You can't even have a marriage certificate, and you don't even have the basic right to sign for each other when you are hospitalized and sick. To the outside world, you can't say who you are..."

It's all true.

This world is so unfair.

They fell in love desperately, but couldn't walk in the sun, and were even severely injured.

However, there are some people who can obviously love each other generously, but they spend a lot of money and money.

Yan Zhilan's body was a little cold, Xiao Ruoyan hugged her tightly, and she kissed Xiaoyan's forehead.

Yan Zhiyi said faintly: "In these years, my sister...has suffered a lot, and I also know that in this life, no matter how difficult it is for you to be together, she must be with you..."

Maybe, as Yan Zhilan said, with Xiao Ruoyan around, she is only alive if she is alive.

Although my sister's words were full of sorrow, Xiao Ruoyan was already very moved. She hugged Yan Zhilan tightly, and said slowly, "Actually, sister, Xiaoyan and I have also suffered and struggled."

Her eye circles were a little red, "To tell you the truth, from the day we first got together, we have been afraid of the invisible future."

Love, what a wonderful existence it should be.

"The more we love each other, the more devoted we are, the more we worry about tomorrow."

"It's just... what we didn't expect is that the biggest mountain in front of us is not from the public opinion of the society, not from the unacceptability of many people, not from their colored glasses, but from the people who should be closest to us. family."

A person never came to this world.

Growing up from a babbling child.

Home is always the warmest harbor.

Who has been wronged outside and doesn't go home to find his parents, who has achieved results and doesn't want to be the first to tell his parents?

For what?

The parents who loved her the most and loved her the most would say the meanest things in person.

—Unexpectedly, I gave birth to a pervert, and homosexuality is a pervert.

Leaving them time and time again, doing the things that hurt them the most.

Tore up the note, shredded the photo, cut off their connection, and even made up unnecessary lies again and again.

The point of the knife is against the wheat, and before you know it, you and your closest relatives have entered a dead end.

if it is possible.

Who wants this?

Love is uncontrollable.

Love is love, who can control it?If you can really control a heart, is it still love?

From the day they met, they were destined to be inseparable.

Neither Xiao Ruoyan nor Yan Zhilan could destroy their hearts.

Is it really necessary to extinguish the love in my heart for the sake of my parents, hurt the people who love them deeply, and then be depressed all my life, and embark on the route of getting married and having children that my family wants to see.

Then when I was with my so-called husband, I suffered day by day, resisting his approach, resisting his intimacy.

I can only miss the person I love the most in my heart every late night, but no one can tell me, I can only rot this secret in my heart and put it in the coffin and bury it in the loess?

No, they don't want to do that.

Glass after glass of wine.

Later, Xiao Ruoyan fell drunk in Yan Zhilan's arms. She didn't cry this time, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she leaned against her arms limply like a kitten.

Yan Zhilan wiped the sweat from her forehead, and then kissed her lips. The look of pampering made her teeth ache, "If Dad sees you like this, you must have high blood pressure."

Yan Zhilan looked up at her sister: "You will support me, right? Sister."

Yan Zhiyi looked at her and suppressed her smile. She looked at the wine glass turning in her hand and said softly, "Isn't I enough to support you?"

Yan Zhilan looked at her, very straightforward: "I mean, if the day of breaking up really comes, sister, you will stand by my side, right?"

Yan Zhiyi's expression froze, "You..."

Yan Zhilan looked at the person in her arms lovingly, "I don't mind dying for her again."

They've been together for a lifetime.

Yan Zhiyi raised her eyebrows, not wanting to make the atmosphere too heavy: "Oh, die for love?"

As far as Yan Zhiyi looked at Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, she knew that she would definitely not let her go through these things alone.

This kind of love is not only her, but many people may not be able to meet and have it in this lifetime.

My sister was still in the mood to joke, which meant that she was no longer as depressed as when she entered the door, Yan Zhilan smiled faintly, "Sister, do you miss your mother?"

Yan Zhiyi's eyes were red, she nodded.

When mom is here, home is home.

If she was still there, my sister would definitely not be in this situation.

She misses her mother very much, very much.

Yan Zhiyi looked at her and said seriously: "I promise you, if one day, because you don't stand by our side, I will fail to break with my father."

Her expression is too serious.

Yan Zhiyi put down her wine glass and her expression became serious.

Yan Zhilan: "If Ah Yan and I are really going to die in love, we will take you with us before then, so that you can go downstairs to meet your mother, which just fulfills your wish, right?"

A burst of cold air blew through her body, and Yan Zhiyi was startled awake from her wine. She tilted her head and looked at her younger sister with helplessness and headache. Right here?"

The author has something to say: Yan Zhilan: They are all civilized people, so if you can intimidate, don't speak loudly.

Xiao Ruoyan: So handsome.

ps: Put it up first, and Ye Zi will correct the typo later.