I heard you still love her

Chapter 34

At night, the sound of the train tracks rumbles into my ears. After a long time, there is actually a beautiful sense of rhythm.

The neon lights outside the window were still flashing, Yan Zhilan only felt that the air was deprived too much, she almost couldn't help but begged, "Ayan, Ayan..."

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her, his dark eyes were heavy.

I still remember that before leaving, Xu Xiaohe once called Xiao Ruoyan.

——Psychological diseases are not like physical ones. With the help of instruments and looking at the test indicators, we can analyze the degree of the patient and whether he has recovered.

It is a chronic disease. For many people, the calmer they are, the more their hearts are on the verge of collapse.

Over the years, I have seen many couples break up and reunite. At the beginning, both parties were full of confidence, but after a long time, patience was exhausted, and there would be more and more quarrels. People are eager to be cared for and cared for. Egoistic, not selfish, but this is human nature, and the love that was once exhausted in the treatment again and again, can easily be replaced by a new person.So Xiaoyan is uneasy, afraid that you will be normal when you leave. Ruoyan, when you go to your city, this is a very critical moment. Don't worry, you take good care of her, I trust you.

Xu Xiaohe has an inexplicable trust in Xiao Ruoyan. This girl is tall and thin, and she feels a little cold at first sight, but her eyes are always on Xiaoyan, with such deep affection.

The delicate skin is covered with warm comfort.

Xiao Ruoyan really practiced the close contact that Dr. Xu said, the little face she posted was very close, and if she got any closer, she would be broken.

Yan Zhilan's eyes were fragile, and her forehead was covered with sweat. Xiao Ruoyan kissed her away little by little, and murmured: "Xiaoyan, I like you so much."

If not so like.

Who can survive ten years of loneliness?

Xiao Ruoyan is usually not a person who is good at expressing, but since he was a student, Yan Zhilan mostly talked a lot.

Xiaoyan really gave her all the patience in life. For Yan Zhilan, her birth, her family, if she hadn't met Xiao Ruoyan, maybe she would have been the kind of person who was able to travel smoothly even in the wind and rain. Can't get wet, being cared for in the palm of the hand, high above the previous life.

Yan Zhiyi once said this to her sister with emotion, but Xiaoyan just smiled lightly: "So what? I don't regret meeting Ah Yan. The life I met is gorgeous. Life is so short, I just want to love her." .”

She is so determined.

When she was in high school, Yan Zhilan was the monitor of the school committee all the way with her shoulders open, and she was invincible in school.

Miss Qianjin, with such a dazzling appearance, gentle and stubborn personality, those naughty boys in her class were all convinced by Xiaoyan, but she shrank into Xiao Ruoyan's arms more than once, poking Her nose complained: "Ayan, you villain knows how to bully me, can you die if you speak soft words?"

When she was a teenager, Xiao Ruoyan was so stubborn that she couldn't express. She owed her a lot. She always thought that one day, when she grew up, she would have the ability to give Yan Zhilan a home, and express it slowly.

Unexpectedly, this wait is ten years.

Now, Xiao Ruoyan is not stingy with her lips, "Xiaoyan, you are so beautiful."

In this case, in normal times, Yan Zhilan must be very happy, but now it is more like a torture to her who is in dire straits.

Women always have sex because of love.

For a person who doesn't love you, even if there are all kinds of tricks on his body, he can't stir up waves like stagnant water after all.

But when the love is deep in her bones, her eyes alone will make people drunk and dreamy.

Yan Zhilan felt that she was going to die.

Her body was limp, and she pushed Xiao Ruoyan's shoulder with her hand, without any strength at all.

In a closed carriage, she would not dare to do such a presumptuous thing in the illusion.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled a little badly, she rarely does this, only occasionally when she forgets her feelings when she writes, it happens with the artistic conception of the song, she is really flexible, "Xiaoyan, it's been so many years, I really want to You miss you very much, and when there is no way to resolve it, I go to play the guitar, do you think my hands are more flexible than before?"

She moved showing off with a smile, Yan Zhilan was stimulated to hold her tightly, her face turned pink, and she looked at Xiao Ruoyan with half-closed eyes: "You...you...bullyed me."

She couldn't even speak a single sentence, her voice was soft like a bullied cat.

Or is it more enjoyable to have such exact contact in reality than in illusion.

Xiao Ruoyan was daring, she smiled and said, "Don't make any noise, it will disturb the old grandma and grandpa sleeping."

Yan Zhilan: ...

A tolerable hardship.

One is unscrupulous by the sound of the train tracks.

This night was very splendid, and at the hottest moment, Yan Zhilan fell into a drowsy sleep. Before going to sleep, her hand was still habitually touching her pocket, trying to get the medicine out of it.

This is a long-term habit.

Xiaoyan wanted to know whether such happiness was real, so Xiao Ruoyan held her hand, put his finger on the tip of her nose and asked her to smell it: "Don't take medicine, smell it."

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan in disbelief, and her whole body was instantly buried in shame.

Xiao Ruoyan raised her eyebrows, "It's your smell, right? So don't eat it, baby, it's not a dream, go to sleep."

Yan Zhilan: ...

Really, really, very bad very bad people.

Shameless!

The railroad tracks are quiet.

With her lover in her arms, Xiao Ruoyan didn't bother to get up and go to the bathroom. She wiped her fingers with a tissue and looked at her phone by herself.

Recently, she has been using more and more paper towels.

It's just such a short period of time, and it's very lively in the family who love each other.

Lanlan was chatting with countless people by herself, she went to feed Xiaoxiao tonight, because Yan Zhiyi had a meeting, but it hadn't passed yet, so she was not in a hurry, but smiled and took a group photo with Xiaoxiao.

The stingy face of the forced tool man is square, and the most important thing is to take a group photo. Today, Lan Lan was wearing a long pink dress. She was clearly reporting that feeding was over, but she wanted to let Xiao Xiao go. On top of her head, the mobile phone took a picture from top to bottom, showing the slender and fair neck, sexy collarbone, and the beautiful view of the deep valley.

The most important thing is that Lanlan gave Xiao Ruoyan selfishly at the same time: "How about it, second child, do you have any information? Does it look particularly nosebleed?"

Lanlan's frame is small, her body is very weak, she can eat without gaining weight, which makes people jealous.

Xiao Ruoyan couldn't help but shook her head with a smile, she was really convinced.

——I can't see it, let Xiaoyan see it later.

Lanlan: Come on, we will be in an alliance from now on.

Xiao Ruoyan: Who is in an alliance with you?

Lanlan: My second child, you have to save a lifeline. Don't feel that you and Xiaoyan are sweet now. Even the best couples still have quarrels.

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It seems that the relationship between the brothers-in-law is not very good. As soon as Lan Lan finished sending the message, the sound of high heels came in. Her heart skipped a beat, she turned around and saw Yan Zhiyi pushing the door in. Her face was a little red and her eyes were bright. , just finished a banquet: "Sorry, Lanlan, I'm late."

She walked in a bit of a hurry, breathing unsteadily, Lan Lan looked at her with a bit of distress: "It's late, it's late, sister, why are you so anxious? Xiaoxiao is so fat, he won't die of hunger if he doesn't eat a meal."

The autistic little one on the ground: ...

Yan Zhiyi was taken aback for a moment, then she smiled, "Yes."

She lowered her head to get the slippers, but she felt dizzy inexplicably. After so many years, Yan Zhiyi's body was too exhausted, and she was used to it. With her hands propped on the wall, she was calming down. When Lanlan walked over, she nervously Looking at Yan Zhiyi: "Is it hypoglycemia?"

Yan Zhiyi was like this, and she smiled at her and shook her head: "It's okay, little guy, don't be nervous."

what a little guy.

Lanlan was not satisfied with this address. She originally wanted to support Yan Zhiyi, but she half retracted her hand. Xiaoyan's house is monitored. If it was okay before, everyone knows her Sima Zhaozhi now. Her claws must be chopped off.

Yan Zhiyi didn't take it seriously, she went into the house to see Xiao Xiao, seeing the face similar to her master, Xiao Xiao felt better, like a big meatball, she retracted into her arms and acted like a baby.

Lanlan ran to the kitchen, and she took out a piece of rock candy, "Sister, keep it in your mouth."

Yan Zhiyi looked at her in surprise, Lanlan took out Xiaoxiao from her arms and threw it aside: "You take a rest, I'll make you some soup."

Xiao Xiao who was still on the side: ...

Xiao Xiao reached the trough of cat life.

It never knew that at such an age, it would receive such treatment.

Not just the owner, everyone seems to find it in the way now.

The little autistic cat entered the nest, but fortunately, Lanlan opened another box of canned food for it, and this old cat felt better.

For foodies.

Making soup is a piece of cake.

Lanlan was busy in the kitchen, and Yan Zhiyi didn't rest either. She opened the kitchen door and looked curiously: "You know how to cook?"

Most of the women around her are strong women, they are all busy and have little time to eat, let alone cook.

Lanlan turned her head and looked at her sister's puzzled eyes and cute look. She smiled: "Yes, can you do it if you like food? Why, sister, haven't you eaten?"

Yan Zhiyi shook her head, "No."

On normal occasions, she has a habit of drinking quickly to make a quick decision, and when she thinks of food, she seldom eats it with chopsticks.

Lan Lan froze, she turned to look at her: "It's so late, haven't you eaten yet?"

Isn't she afraid that her stomach can't take it?

Yan Zhiyi is busy getting used to it. Except for entertainment, meals are usually not ordered on time. Recently, because of her sister's affairs, Yan Feng is so worried about work. She has to take on a lot. After the meeting at night, accompany After watching others eat, she came out after drinking a few glasses of wine.

"What to eat?"

Lanlan looked at Yan Zhiyi, Yan Zhiyi thought for a while, "Egg fried rice."

Lanlan: ...

This made Lan Lan, who originally wanted to show off her skills, very depressed. Yan Zhiyi looked at her and explained: "In the past, my mother made it, and it was delicious."

She misses it very much, but she can't eat it anymore.

At that time, the Yan family was not as big as the current family. My mother would always make something for the sisters, a bowl of golden fried rice with eggs. She and her sister ate happily. It was the taste of mother and the taste of home.

Lanlan stopped talking, she lowered her head and started the fire, the frying spoon was shaking like a chef.

But, for some reason, she suddenly fell silent.

Before Yan Zhiyi understood the child's thoughts, Lan Lan suddenly said softly, "Sister, you can treat yourself better in the future, okay?"

……

Xiao Ruoyan looked at the surveillance at home, feeling uncomfortable.

This, the inner one...does she delete it, and let her baby see it later, will this mad sister nurse be jealous again?

but……

Xiao Ruoyan couldn't help but sigh with emotion, Lanlan is really good at flirting, and her sister is indeed suitable for her personality.

That night, Xiao Ruoyan barely slept, and Gao Yu, who arrived half a day earlier than them on the high-speed train, sent a message.

——A few girls in our family said they would pick you up tomorrow, so they can visit my sister-in-law by the way.

Xiao Ruoyan frowned when he saw this.

--no.

Gao Yu covered his face and resisted the pressure.

——They were all excited for a long time, and said they must go.

Xiao Ruoyan sighed heavily. The daughters Gao Yu was talking about were the 5lovein group that she held up with one hand. Although they were not popular in the entertainment industry, their strength was recognized by the industry, and they were active on the stage of dramas. It's a young girl who obeys Xiao Ruoyan's words and worships like an idol.

It's just that these few or five people are there, just like five hundred ducks are there.

But their personalities are better than the other. Young people, knowing about Xiao Ruoyan, have long been eager to see their sister-in-law.

And according to Gao Yu's description, when they knew that Xiao Ruoyan was leaving, they were all sobbing and almost fainted.

People's hearts are fleshy, and Xiao Ruoyan felt uncomfortable when she heard it, but she couldn't show it, for fear that Xiaoyan would think too much if she found out.

the next morning.

Yan Zhilan got up early in the morning. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan who was sitting drowsy and sleeping with her in her arms, and felt a little distressed. She quickly helped her to the berth and let her have a rest.

The grandfather and grandmother on the opposite side woke up early, and the grandmother took a box of eight-treasure porridge in her hand and handed it to Xiaoyan: "Girl, you eat."

Xiaoyan smiled and shook her head: "Grandma, I won't eat it, you can eat it."

She still has no interest in eating now, but it is much better than before.

The old lady grinned. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan, then at Yan Zhilan: "Are you on good terms? I think you didn't sleep much last night."

A heat wave covered her heart, Yan Zhilan stared at the old woman in a daze.

The old grandma smiled and said, "Grandma is a light sleeper, but her ears are not good enough, and she can't hear what she should hear."

Yan Zhilan was straightforward, she couldn't help pinching Xiao Ruoyan's thigh, Xiao Ruoyan sat up with a groan, "What's wrong?" She was a little sleepy, and habitually grabbed Xiaoyan's hand and kissed it.

Sure enough, one should not be too arrogant, it has been too frequent recently, and she feels that her body is a bit overwhelmed, very tired and tired.

Xiaoyan withdrew her hand all of a sudden, and looked at her angrily with a blushing face.

—Look at what you've done!

The old man handed the grilled egg to the grandmother: "Don't talk nonsense, it will scare the girls."

The old grandma was trained to be honest, and the old grandpa explained with a simple and honest smile: "It's okay, girls, our granddaughter, just like the two of you, found a girlfriend and hugged her all day long. The two have seen a lot."

Yan Zhilan, Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Is there really such a thing in the world?

Looking at the white hair of the old grandpa and grandma, Xiao Ruoyan felt like he was in a hallucination.

The old grandma leaned her head on the grandfather's shoulder happily, "As long as you are happy, it's like we have reached this age. After today, I don't know if there will be tomorrow. I have seen through the old things. In this world, there is nothing that should be done." It shouldn't be, existence is reasonable, true love is invincible, old man, what do I say?"

She looked at the old man, who immediately applauded, "It's at the level of a world-class master."

Xiao Ruoyan, Yan Zhilan: ...

The old man was smiling, and from his face he could vaguely see the handsome guy he should have been when he was young, "Girls, I wish you happiness."

Get off the train.

Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan's fingers were intertwined, feeling warm in their hearts.

This is the way the world is.Sometimes, the person who should love you deeply will hurt you again and again.

But the strangers passing by in a hurry, they will give you the warmth and enthusiasm of life, and let you feel the beauty of the world.

The two had just left the station.

Gao Yu waved his hand, "Here, here!"

He was dressed very coquettishly today, with a pink shirt tucked into his trousers, wearing sunglasses, and waving his hands vigorously.

Beside him, five tall girls with different looks looked at him one after another, and the tallest of them was holding a big sign with a very average level of education in his hand.

——Warmly welcome Mrs. Yan, welcome, welcome, welcome!

There was another with a large bouquet of roses in his arms.

All the people passing by turned their heads to watch. Yan Zhilan looked at the sign in surprise. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan. I don't know you."

Shame.

Yan Zhilan: ...

In the end, a few people blocked the door.

Needless to say, Gao Yu took the suitcase from Xiaoyan's hand with a bluff, "We came an hour early. Goddess, let me introduce you."

The girls who looked like five flowers looked at her with a smile, and the tallest one was the leader.

Gao Yu: "This is the captain, S."

"This is the vice-captain, Little N."

"This is Big H."

"This is B, you can call her bobo."

"The cutest one is M."

……

Gao Yu said a lot, and the girls were a little anxious: "You said it so fast, can sister-in-law remember?" The five of them turned to Yan Zhilan together, "Hello, sister-in-law, we are the 5lovein group."

These flowers-like faces, each with its own merits, are all outstanding beauties.

Before Yan Zhilan could speak, Xiao Ruoyan looked at them coldly, "Who told you to come?"

Several people seemed to be very afraid of Xiao Ruoyan, stepped back obediently, pointed at Gao Yuqi and said, "He!"

Gao Yu: ……………

Xiao Ruoyan frowned, and glanced at the five people, "Is there no activity?"

They are on the rise in their careers and are so busy every day, why did Gao Yu make them mess around like this?

Gao Yu saw that Director Xiao was showing off his power, and he quickly said, "No, except for bobo, there is nothing else, everyone else has activities, just want to see sister-in-law."

The tallest bobo nodded, "Sister, we just want to let my sister-in-law know that the five of us have appeared in your life before, well, even if one day, you leave us, and occasionally think of us, you will feel like As bright as a shooting star across the sky.”

After she finished speaking, all five people's eyes turned red.

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Yan Zhilan: ...

There was no other way, Xiao Ruoyan could only turn around in a self-contained manner. She grabbed Yan Zhilan's arm and waved it in the air: "Hello."

The five flowery girls immediately wept with joy.

Xiao Ruoyan said with a cold face: "After saying hello, don't you hurry up?"

Yan Zhilan: ...

Gao Yu: ...

Five people:…………

Director Xiao is really quite ruthless.

This kind of cruelty made Gao Yu want to take revenge. When Xiao Ruoyan folded his arms and reprimanded the five people for being out of shape during a performance recently, he pulled Xiaoyan and lowered his voice: " Goddess, let me tell you a secret, these five people have had a crush on Ruoyan before!"

Yan Zhilan's smile froze, she looked at Gao Yu, and said first: "I will tell Ah Yan that you provoked us."

Under Gao Yu's frivolous recognition, Yan Zhilan subconsciously shifted her gaze to the faces of the girls.

The first one, the girl Xiao Ruoyan said lowered her head and pretended to wipe her tears but secretly cooed and grinned, had canine teeth.

The second one, the girl who wanted to pull Xiao Ruoyan's arm but was stared at by her had tiger teeth.

The third, fourth, fifth... all have tiger teeth.

Gao Yu watched Yan Zhilan secretly while wiping off his sweat, and found that the goddess's face hadn't changed at all, she was still smiling calmly.

That's what he saw.

In the heart invisible to human eyes.

Xiaoyan had already set up an AK47 around her neck, with a cigarette in her mouth, and shot five people in a circle from beginning to end, while Xiao Ruoyan was directly beaten into a sieve.

The author has something to say: Everyone has been waiting for a long time~