I heard you still love her

Chapter 47

——Good people don’t live long, and bad people live for thousands of years. My dad will definitely live a long life.

As soon as Yan Zhilan said this, Doctor Sam, Secretary Yan, and even her sister were speechless, and none of them dared to stop her.

In fact, if it wasn't because Yan Feng found out about her and Xiao Ruoyan, and because she insisted on waiting for her to come back, Yan Feng's earliest and most ideal heir would be his youngest daughter.

Yan Zhiyi is also very intelligent, but she is too soft-hearted. Yan Feng has always believed that in the business world, there is no drug and no husband. To become a successful and outstanding businessman, one must have a kind of ruthlessness and decisiveness.

This point, the younger daughter has, and he has always been gratified.

But no one thought that she would use this to love a woman against him.

In the ward.

Yan Feng was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, surrounded by various monitoring instruments. He used to be so powerful, and when he was training people, he would not let the people below take a breath. Now, in order to take a breath, he Oxygen tubes are required.

Yan Zhiyi's eyes were red, she murmured: "Dad..."

Sam said that Yan Feng was still in a coma, and he didn't know when he would wake up.

Yan Zhilan's eye circles were also red, but she kept a distance from Yan Feng, she stared deeply at Yan Feng, sizing him up.

Yan Zhiyi sighed, "Why are you so stubborn, okay?"

Yan Feng still didn't respond.

Yan Zhilan was still watching from a distance, Xiao Ruoyan outside the door felt extremely uncomfortable, she was wondering if it was because of her... because of her that Yan Feng was so angry.

Yan Zhiyi turned to look at her sister, "Xiaoyan, this..."

Yan Zhilan stared at Yan Feng for a while, "I still don't believe it."

Yan Feng has always had a dedicated nursing doctor. How could he just faint when he fainted? He has always been in good health, the only problem is his high blood pressure.

Seeing her sister's red eye circles, Yan Zhilan walked over, she sat by the bed, looked at Yan Feng: "Dad, I'm here to see you."

Yan Feng didn't move, but blinked his eyelashes uncontrollably.

Yan Zhiyi found out, "He...he can hear what we say!"

Yan Zhilan nodded, she looked at Yan Feng, and said faintly, "Dad, you are old, as I said, if you really don't want to do it, go home and find Uncle Song and the others to walk the birds and play golf. Are you so angry?"

Yan Zhiyi: ...

Yan Feng moved, and his breathing seemed to become a little cloudy.

Yan Zhilan: "Also, how could you just fall down like this? Ah Yan and I just came back and were going to buy a house and start a happy life. You fell down at this time. No one will use all means to oppose breaking us up. Then we can basically have a happy ending, what a pity, Dad."

Yan Zhiyi: ...

The monitoring instrument suddenly alarmed.

Sam outside the door hurried in. He glanced at the machine and was surprised: "There is a response, Mr. Yan has a response!"

Yan Zhiyi: ...

Yan Zhilan glanced at Secretary Yan who followed in: "We'll come back tomorrow, and you can talk about what the will is about."

on the way back.

The stars are shining and the sky is bright.

Yan Zhilan leaned against Xiao Ruoyan wearily, and Xiao Ruoyan held her hand and interlocked her fingers.

Her embrace is always so warm, Yan Zhilan leaned on her with peace of mind, sniffed the fragrance of her body, and murmured: "Ayan, do you think I am not filial?"

Xiao Ruoyan felt uncomfortable, she held her hand tightly.

Yan Zhilan's white porcelain skin stuck to her, her hands and feet were as cold as ice: "I don't want to be like this either, but..."

In the past, there were many words that she originally wanted to rot in her stomach like this.

What is fatherly love.

For Xiaoyan, the impression was already too vague.

I only vaguely remember that when my mother was still there, Yan Feng would pick her and her sister up one by one after returning from business trips, hold her high and forcefully twirling around, and would give them the gifts she had bought.

That was the happiest time of childhood, when both parents were there, and the family enjoyed themselves happily.

Although they are busy, they will not ignore the sisters.

Later, my mother left suddenly, leaving her and the two of them to depend on each other.

Yan Zhilan's temperament was originally not like this, but her sister was softer, she said that her sister was older, but during the time when she lost her mother, it was Xiaoyan who dragged her out.

Yan Zhiyi's heart was soft, and she almost washed her face with tears. Every time, Xiaoyan would wipe away her tears and whispered: "Sister, don't cry, mother will watch us in heaven."

Mommy will watch us from heaven...

This is the belief that Xiaoyan insists on in her heart.

after that.

As time goes by.

The pain of the mother's departure was not diluted, but was pressed at the bottom of the heart by the family.

There is a lot less popularity and laughter at home.

Temporarily withdrawn from his grief, Yan Feng focused all his attention on his two daughters. He arranged for them to receive the education of heirs from an early age.

What time to get up, what time to eat, what time to practice the piano, and what time to study are all fully arranged.

Yan Zhilan never felt wrong.

when.

When her sister was admitted to university, when she left home, she hugged her sister full of reluctance, "Xiaoyan, you have to study hard, be good, and wait for my sister to come back."

What does it mean for my sister to leave?

Yan Zhilan felt uncomfortable in her heart, but she couldn't say a word to persuade her to stay. She tightly grasped her sister's skirt.

Yan Zhiyi's departure took away the last bit of laughter from her.

It was also after the eldest daughter left that Yan Feng unexpectedly discovered that Xiaoyan had an extraordinary talent.

Leaving aside study and piano practice, she will complete any exercises that Yan Feng told her.

In the beginning, Yan Feng would listen to the tutor's advice a little bit, and appropriately increase the content of learning for Xiaoyan bit by bit.

But he unexpectedly discovered that no matter how many tasks and homework he arranged, Xiaoyan could complete them, and she didn't cry or make trouble, just doing it silently by herself.

She has great concentration, but she can forget herself when she devotes herself to one thing.

When she was about to enter the first year of high school, Xiaoyan was already able to help Yan Feng take care of part of the family's books.

Yan Feng thought about it, he only had these two daughters, and one of them would inherit everything from him in the future. For Yan Zhiyi, the youngest daughter seemed more suitable.

With her father's full expectations, Yan Zhilan entered high school, and it was there that she met her destiny.

Can't tell what it feels like.

Everything can only be explained by the word "fate".

Ever since she was a child, she would definitely go for what Yan Zhilan wanted.

Don't talk about love at first sight, what is the first time you fall in love?

Probably that thunderstorm day.

Boss and Lanlan are both busy with club affairs, and they sent a message in the dormitory group saying that the people in the group are going to go out to eat hot pot at night, so they probably will come back later.

Yan Zhilan is usually gentle and strong, and can arrange everything in an orderly manner. In everyone's eyes, she is someone else's child, and she doesn't need to worry about it at all.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan still had a face of ice, and strangers were not allowed to enter.

It was already nine o'clock when she came back wearing a raincoat, and when she entered the room, she saw Yan Zhilan who had been studying hard at night was actually under the covers.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't think much about it, she took off her pajamas, her forehead was wet by the rain, she went to take a shower again, and when she came out after drying her hair, it was almost ten o'clock.

Outside the window, thunder and lightning.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at it, and felt that it was a good day for writing. He wanted to climb into bed to write lyrics, but he didn't expect that when he passed by Xiaoyan, he saw her quilt shaking every now and then.

This is? ? ?

Xiao Ruoyan hesitated for a moment.

Sometimes it was like this, if there was no hesitation that day, even Yan Zhilan would not know if there would be a future for them.

This is probably one of Xiao Ruoyan's "nosy".

She stood beside Yan Zhilan's bed and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xiao Ruoyan's voice is nice, a little thicker than the average girl's, full of magnetism.

At night, it is more like a DJ on the radio that can calm people's hearts.

Xiao Ruoyan stood for a while, seeing that Yan Zhilan didn't move, and she didn't understand the twisted girl's mind. When she was about to go to bed, Yan Zhilan's quilt was pulled down.

That moment, that look.

What is beauty tears, heart-warming.

This was the first time Xiao Ruoyan saw Yan Zhilan crying, her heart hurt for no reason and she held her breath.

Yan Zhilan's eyes were red, and under the light, there were tears in her eyes, she bit her lips and looked at Xiao Ruoyan.

From distressed to accelerated heartbeat.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her in a daze, and later when they were together, she asked Xiaoyan seriously - did you say that you used some kind of magic to make me look like you?

Yan Zhilan stared at her. Xiao Ruoyan had just taken a shower, and her long hair like ink was still emitting a faint light. She was very white and very white. Standing there, she was slender and slender. The pure white nightdress is like a character walking out of an ink painting, with an ancient charm.

The two looked at each other for a moment.

Outside the dormitory was the sound of rain dripping, and the lights turned orange at that moment, as if it could make people fall into a dream.

Xiao Ruoyan was the first to react, her face turned red, she immediately turned around and was about to leave, she walked too fast, and accidentally hit her leg on the bed, she bent down to rub it in pain, Yan Zhilan smiled, she stretched out her fair hand , grabbed the skirt of her pajamas, and said softly: "Can you stay with me?"

Very soft and deep voice.

If Lanlan said this, Xiao Ruoyan would have let her stay cool.

But what Xiaoyan said...

10 minute later.

Xiao Ruoyan sat by Yan Zhilan's bed uncomfortably and looked at her.

Yan Zhilan sat up leaning on the bed, she stopped crying, and she felt much better because she was accompanied by someone.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was the unique elm bump in the world. Yan Zhilan didn't speak, so she just looked at her like a mute, but she was still a little nervous, her dark eyes were rolling around like a little squirrel.

Yan Zhilan smiled softly, "I have nothing to do, but today is my birthday, and I feel a little homesick."

what.

Xiao Ruoyan was stunned for a moment, "Your birthday?"

Yan Zhilan nodded, she lowered her head and casually took out the mp3 that had been plugged in with her earphones all the time, and switched on the playback mode. Inside, there was a tear-jerking song "Happy Birthday to Me" by Wen Lan.

--happy Birthday

I told myself

candle lit

Lonely lights up

happy Birthday

tears melted

……

I don't know what's wrong, after listening to this song, Xiao Ruoyan felt very sad. She didn't know Yan Zhilan very well at that time, but she heard the boss and the others say that Xiaoyan's family seems to be very rich. Without her mother, her father Very busy, but no matter how busy you are, you must remember your daughter's birthday, right?

With the sound of the guitar.

The rain is dense and thick.

Under the soft light, Xiao Ruoyan plucked the guitar with her slender fingers, and sang slowly: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."

Yan Zhilan looked at her without blinking.

Since she was a child, she has been surrounded by pursuers. She is used to seeing too many "young and successful" love stories, and people with high emotional intelligence pursue her.

Now, Xiao Ruoyan's happy birthday song made her heart turn pink as if floating in the sky.

One song is over.

Yan Zhilan said softly, "Thank you."

Her lips were very red, lined with red eye circles, Xiao Ruoyan tilted her head, a little uncomfortable, "It's okay."

No wonder, those boys in the school will pursue Yan Zhilan one after another.

Girls are different from boys.

Her skin is so white, her long black hair is lovely, and her body is also full of fragrance, even her eyes are shining when looking at people.

Xiao Ruoyan thought, if she was a boy, she would do it too. Kiss her on the lips to make her not sad.

"Lanlan and the boss don't know when they will come back, can you accompany me?"

Yan Zhilan half lifted the quilt, and looked at Xiao Ruoyan expectantly, Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a while, "I don't like sleeping on other people's beds."

She's always been that direct.

What's more, at that time, she was indeed an ordinary friend to Xiaoyan, so there was no reason to make it difficult for her to agree to her.

In the end, what she gave Xiaoyan was a clear back.

Now there is a popular saying - woman, you have successfully caught my attention.

From that day on, Xiao Ruoyan made Yan Zhilan want to conquer this woman.

What you can't get will always be in turmoil, and it will always be the best.

Even in the later stage, after going through all kinds of things, seeing Xiao Ruoyan suffering so much, Yan Zhilan regretted and blamed herself more than once. If she had held back at the beginning, at least Ah Yan would not be hurt.

Enlighten an unenlightened person.

Yan Zhilan exhausted the greatest patience in her life.

If you want to appear in Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, you must first cross the words "ordinary friends".

Xiaoyan has carefully observed that Xiao Ruoyan seems to treat everyone the same in this school except Lanlan.

And Lanlan and Xiao Ruoyan's way of getting along.

"Wow, second child, look, there is a new boiled fish next door, let's try it."

"Don't go."

"Why? I really want to eat it, please."

"I sing, my throat can't eat."

"But I want to eat, why don't you come with me, can I order you some white rice?"

"..."

Lan Lan has a perfect family, she seems to be able to ignore Xiao Ruoyan's indifference, and do everything possible to melt her.

After all, she was trained by Yan Feng for so many years, and Xiaoyan has some talents compared to her peers. She couldn't get close to Xiao Ruoyan, so she approached Lanlan step by step.

Lanlan is a naive and simple person, Xiaoyan also feels very relaxed when she is with her.

After all, it is in a dormitory.

Gradually, Yan Zhilan became familiar with Xiao Ruoyan.

They both love music and have the same vision.

After more than half a year, Xiao Ruoyan has gone from being indifferent and alienated at the beginning to being able to take the initiative to go to the door of Xiaoyan's piano room to wait for her to practice piano.

When Xiaoyan plays the piano, she really has a good temperament. No matter what she wears, it is a simple school uniform. As long as she sits in front of the piano, she will be different immediately.

Her expression is serious, and she is very emotionally integrated, but the teacher who taught her said, "Xiaoyan, you lack a little emotion, like a machine playing the piano. But also, what kind of emotion do children of your age want?"

later later...

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan and kissed on the piano, playing the muffled sound of the piano, telling what true love is.

That was after her mother left, Yan Zhilan really, truly felt happiness from the bottom of her heart.

When her sister found out, Xiaoyan cried and shed tears, Yan Zhiyi looked at her helplessly: "She is a girl, why on earth are you? What kind of demon is it?"

Obsessed?

Xiaoyan held back her tears, "Sister, she makes me happy and makes me feel that I am really alive."

Because of Ah Yan, she will start to fantasize about the future and all kinds of things in the future.

Everything in life that I once thought was just everything my father had planned.

Xiao Ruoyan gave her the determination to break out of the prison.

After all, my sister loved her so much and hid it for her. After that, her relationship with Xiao Ruoyan became cautious.

They hold hands every day and kiss wantonly in corners where no one is around.

Like a harbinger of the end of the world.

Be happy for a second, be happy for a second.

but……

In the end, it was discovered by Yan Feng.

Is Yan Zhilan not filial?

No, back then, in order to keep her father from being angry, a person like her with strong self-esteem and stubbornness knelt down to him in tears, begging him not to leave them.

But how did Yan Feng do it?

On the one hand, he asked Xiaoyan to promise that she would not contact Xiao Ruoyan, and on the other hand, he threatened her with Xiao Ruoyan's future and even the comfort of his family.

Then, four years of hard waiting.

It's not that Yan Zhilan didn't think about sneaking a look at Xiao Ruoyan.

She misses Ah Yan, thinking about her is going crazy.

But Yan Feng said simply: "Don't let Dad do anything to hurt her."

All her thoughts were cut off.

She can do whatever she wants, but Ah Yan...

Yan Zhilan was originally the "resolute and decisive" heir that Yan Feng expected.

But because I cherish it too much, I have a weakness.

Yan Feng stepped on her weakness time and time again, piercing her hope.

He tore up her note, their group photo, and her dream.

Do you really want to die that much?

not really.

Before making this decision, Yan Zhilan asked Yan Feng very weakly and humblely: "Dad, I... I beg you, let me see her, okay, just one side?"

Yan Feng sat on the boss chair and said decisively: "No."

That night.

When the blood spread, Yan Zhilan's heart was desolate, except for Xiao Ruoyan who came to hug her in the illusion, she had no attachment to life.

Being pulled back from the gate of hell was not what she wanted.

In the end, she could only rely on the illusion to paralyze herself again and again, but even so, Yan Feng still refused to let it go, he stimulated her weak nerves with cold words.

"What do you mean by mental illness? It's actually a mental illness. Even if you see Xiao Ruoyan again, will she still like you the way you are now?"

"What are you talking about together? She will be afraid to avoid you."

"I'll get you a mirror, and you can see for yourself what you look like now."

……

Later, her condition deteriorated, and she returned to her hometown amidst her sister's quarrels.

When Yan Zhilan got off the car and stepped on the land of her hometown, she shed hot tears.

In this life, she doesn't know if she can see Ah Yan again, at least, it's good to breathe the air of the same sky as her.

All kinds of later.

Yan Zhilan didn't want to recall at all what Yan Feng did when he used the word "father's love".

In a dream at night.

Yan Zhilan saw "Xiao Ruoyan" again.

Ah Yan was still in that small room, not only her, but also Yan Feng and his sister.

Yan Feng was processing fish in the kitchen, and when he saw Xiaoyan coming, he smiled and waved: "Come on, Dad made your favorite boiled fish fillets."

Yan Zhilan stared at him blankly, she stood at the door without moving, but tears were streaming down her face.

Xiao Ruoyan came over, she looked at her distressedly, and wanted to wipe her tears, but Xiaoyan avoided her, Xiao Ruoyan sighed softly: "Look how nice this place is, all of us I love you, don't I?"

Yan Zhilan's face was full of tears.

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes: "Is she that good? You have already lost your life for her once, now, do you want to give up everything that is best for her?"

……

late at night.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't sleep well, and she has been restless since she came back from the hospital today.

She knows Xiaoyan well.

Her small face can fool everyone, making everyone think that she is cold, decisive, and even unreasonable.

But only Xiao Ruoyan knew how gentle she really was.

She went to see Xiaoyan almost every half hour. Tonight, Xiaoyan took a pill, but she didn't stop her. She knew that she was restless and needed a good rest.

But even so, she still fell into a nightmare.

Xiao Ruoyan watched her cry and shed tears, not knowing what dream she was having, and pursed her mouth tightly.

Even in a dream, is he also forbearance like this?

Xiao Ruoyan wiped her tears, Xiaoyan's hands and feet were cold, and there was no bleeding.

During the years when Ah Yan was away, she had experienced too much.

She died and came back to life.

She supported herself on medication.

She was plotted time and time again by her dearest and dearest father, and she tore everything to fight against him.

She even thought many times, many nights when she woke up suddenly, Ah Yan, will you come back?Are you really not wanting me anymore?

She was already exhausted.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't wake her up, but sat up, gently rubbing her hands, trying to warm her up.

The hand has a little warmth.

Xiao Ruoyan unbuttoned her pajamas, hugged Yan Zhilan's feet like a hunchback on ice, put them on her chest, and warmed her up little by little.

The coldness on her feet was dissipated little by little, but there were still tears falling from the corners of Yan Zhilan's eyes. Xiao Ruoyan looked at her with red eye circles.

In the saddest days of separation.

Xiao Ruoyan has also experienced a lot.

She drank heavily, she was angry, she argued with her parents, and she left home alone.

After ten years of tossing around, after meeting Xiaoyan, she only had half of her life left.

so what?

Xiao Ruoyan remembered that she once saw a sentence in a book - we are all people who have passed the test of life and death, half of your life is left, and half of my life is left, we will form one life, depend on each other, and live together until we grow old.

She will accompany Xiaoyan to get better little by little.

They promised each other.

Moisturize each other.

The author has something to say: ——We are all people who have passed the test of life and death. You have half life left, and I have half life left. We will form one life, depend on each other, and live together until we grow old.Taken from a letter written by Luo Jiaying to Wang Mingquan.

In fact, Xiaoyan is really a very strong person. If she couldn't hold on back then, she would become a true story for many people.

Ye Zi saw a lot of messages recently, and wanted to hug her. No one blames you, at least you worked hard.

Ye Zi wrote this article to give everyone some strength.

ps: Ye Zi was sick yesterday, and I will make up for you today with a big fat chapter.