I heard you still love her

Chapter 55

Among these four people, Xiao Ruoyan can be said to be the most innocent in the world.

She really misjudged her team leader, Ruan Laogong. This guy was able to become Yiyang's president back then. It is said that he had a bloody fight with his own woman in the shopping mall. The biggest winner, how could it be true and innocent, but a wolf with a big tail hiding behind his wife's strict management.

As for Mr. Qin, let alone, the title of "Black Widow" is not for nothing, and Thunder's wrists have made competitors dare not show their pride.

She is very straightforward, has experienced many rejections of Mrs. Ruan, and is very tight-lipped.

But feelings are something that Zhou Yu would like to hit Huang Gai and suffer.

They enjoyed it very much.

As for Xiaoyan, this is the person in Xiao Ruoyan's bed, and she knows it best.

On weekdays, she always has a gentle appearance with a smile and aloofness from the world, but in fact, if there is a grudge, there will be revenge, but it will be spoiled.

Now, among the crowd, only Ah Yan suffers.

She really wants to sing a little cabbage.

——Little cabbage, ground yellow...

How wronged she is.

She will die wronged.

Xiao Ruoyan met the "fans" well with the captain for the first time. She saw that the captain was very indifferent to everyone, her small eyes rolled around, and she looked into the distance from time to time. Xiao Ruoyan still thought it was funny. She looks like a "strict wife" who was bullied by President Qin, and her family status is obviously two levels lower than her own.

That was what she saw on the surface, what she couldn't see, Ruan Yihan was actually looking at Teacher Yan.

She found that her own woman seemed to be fighting with Teacher Yan.

Ruan Yihan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, who looked cold and arrogant when he saw outsiders, and didn't know how to "open business" at all, and sighed silently in his heart.

Group souls and the like... don't exist at this time, she knew that one of them had to be sacrificed today.

She decisively chose Xiao Ruoyan.

Originally, Xiao Ruoyan thought that Team Ruan's enthusiasm for that girl must be a fan or someone he knew before, but the two of them didn't say a word, and she actually pushed him into her arms.

Xiao Ruoyan still didn't understand what was going on, but in the distance, Xiaoyan's face was already filled with murderous aura.

on the way back.

Xiao Ruoyan was so simple, she wanted to hug herself tightly, she was so humble.

Yan Zhilan didn't lose her temper directly, she also knew what happened today, she must have been framed by Ruan Yihan, but she just felt uncomfortable thinking about it, thinking that the girl smiled like a flower when she hugged Xiao Ruoyan, Yan Zhilan couldn't help asking: "Are young girls soft and fragrant?"

Age is always sensitive to women.

She also came from a young age, knowing how attractive a young smile is to an old aunt.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled awkwardly: "Baby, you know that I am innocent."

She stretched out her hand to pull Yan Zhilan's hand, but Yan Zhilan didn't shake her off directly, but twisted the delicate flesh on the back of her hand fiercely, popular science: "I heard from the instructor of our school's human body science that this person The functions of the body, especially women, go downhill after [-], but the secretion of hormones has reached the peak."

Xiao Ruoyan quickly expressed his loyalty: "I only secrete to you."

Yan Zhilan squinted her eyes at her, and suddenly stood still, "Why are you so eager to argue? Aren't you usually very cold and dumb?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

She bit her lip and remained silent.

Yan Zhilan said coldly, "It's just the first day I let the little girl hug me, I don't know what will happen in the future."

Xiao Ruoyan was suffering in her heart, tears were streaming down her face, but she dared not refute a sentence she was frightened.

She was going to write a song "Poor Woman" dedicated to herself when she got home tonight.

The night wind was icy cold, Yan Zhilan folded her arms and waited for a moment, her eyes were full of murderous look: "Are you even disdain to explain to me?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Oh my god.

After going back.

With Teacher Yan's character, he definitely won't give up.

Xiao Ruoyan was so depressed that she was about to take medicine. After taking a quick shower, she lay down obediently and closed her eyes, pretending to sleep.

Seeing her cowardly look, Yan Zhilan remained silent, took a quiet bath, blew her hair, and finished a series of skin care, she lifted the quilt and lay down inside, coldly: "Turn around."

This "turn around" sound, if it was used in the past, Xiao Ruoyan must have felt that it was the most beautiful voice in the world, but now, it is like a black and white impermanence slaying the soul, she dare not move.

Yan Zhilan remained patient: "If you don't turn around now, you won't sleep with me in the future."

Xiao Ruoyan turned around slowly, in the darkness, happiness and torment swept over.

next morning.

When Yan Zhilan got up, she saw Xiao Ruoyan curled up with her on her back and slept like a kitten.

There was an inexplicable sense of satisfaction in her heart.

At this moment, she seemed to understand why Xiao Ruoyan, who was usually well-dressed, turned into a different person when he got on the bed. Seeing the person she loved deeply lost control because of her humbleness, that feeling was really the most beautiful in the world.

She cooked porridge on purpose before going out.

As soon as she went out, Xiaoyan received a message from Mr. Qin.

——Did you not wake up?You don't need to rehearse today, do you?My family is also sleeping.

Yan Zhilan returned quickly.

--the same.

Conversations between women can be horrific at times.

Qin Haiyao sat leaning on the bed, her hand caressed the lips of Ruan Yihan, who had already passed out, and curled the corners of her lips.

When Xiao Ruoyan got up, it was already under the sun.

Her first reaction was to call Xiaoyan in a hoarse voice, and looked around the room in a daze, only to find that no one was there.

She probably went to class. Xiao Ruoyan arranged something today, and she had to go out to do it quickly. Her back was sore and uncomfortable. She gritted her teeth and calmed down for a while, before holding on to the railing of the bed like a third-level disabled person stood up.

When entering the kitchen, there was still hot porridge, Xiao Ruoyan smiled, thinking of Yan Zhilan's jealous appearance last night, she couldn't help shaking her head.

Really bad baby.

In the eyes of outsiders, Xiaoyan is an absolutely gentle, reserved and polite teacher.

But yesterday, what did she say?

"Ayan, your face is so red."

"You are so sensitive."

"Would they hug you like this and own you?"

……

Xiao Ruoyan blushed while eating the porridge with her head down. She looked at the time and guessed that Xiaoyan should be in class, so she didn't call her and left a message to go home.

When walking in a familiar corridor.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little depressed.

It's actually quite ironic, she hasn't come home to see her parents after she's been back for so long.

Perhaps, from the moment she decided to be with Xiaoyan, this place was not her home.

Xiao Ruoyan bought some nutritional supplements as usual, but she was a little hesitant when she approached the door.

Xu Nian's heart is not good, she will be excited again when she sees her, she was thinking over and over again, the door was pushed open with a creak, Xu Nian walked out with a bag of garbage in his hand, she was stunned when she saw her daughter, Eye circles instantly turned red, "Ruoyan."

After all, it was her mother. Looking at her weak appearance, Xiao Ruoyan felt uncomfortable. She said "um", lowered her head and put the nutrition in her hand on the ground. She took it from her mother without saying a word. I went downstairs to throw away the trash by myself.

When she came back, Xu Nian was still standing there looking out blankly, seeing Xiao Ruoyan coming back, she breathed a sigh of relief.

She thought her daughter was gone and never coming back.

Xiao Ruoyan glanced at her, "Go in."

The home is still the same as when she left.

For so many years, Xiao Ruoyan sent money to his family a lot, but the old man was used to saving, so he saved all the money and didn't move a cent.

The furniture was very old, and it kept Xiao Ruoyan's appearance when she was a child. She took a breath and her nose was a little sore.

But in front of her daughter, Xu Nian was quite humble. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan and said flatteringly, "Stay here at noon today. Mom will cook something delicious for you."

Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a moment, then she shook her head: "I have to pick up Xiaoyan at noon."

It has always been like this.

When her mother asked her to stay, she must have to persuade her in various ways. She could hear calluses in her ears, and she was used to quarreling with her family.

In the past, she would argue with her parents a few words, or she would lower her head gloomyly.

But now, maybe love healed her, Xiao Ruoyan can still maintain normal.

Xu Nian was silent for a while, she looked at her daughter, "You come back today..."

She was sad when she said this.

I remember that when she was very young, she and Xiao He sent their daughter to the Children's Palace to learn music. At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was still young and always homesick. When she sent it over, Xiao Ruoyan would stare anxiously: "Mom, you must come to pick me up on Friday."

At that time, the word "going home" was the most beautiful existence in the world to Xiao Ruoyan, but now, I'm afraid I can't avoid it.

Xiao Ruoyan's voice was very light, "Mom, I want to use the household registration book."

Xu Nian's body froze, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "Yes...are you going to buy a house?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, staring at her mother with a pair of eyes: "Well, it's just this time. When I get a house later, I'll go to the police station to move out my household registration."

This sentence says that both mother and daughter have mixed feelings.

Once, because of Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan's matter, the family almost tore their faces apart.

The daughter is so stubborn. For so many years, she won’t come back if she can’t come back. She has endured the pain and pain. Now, she is no longer the child who relied on them when she was a child. She is like an eagle about to fly out of this place. home.

The former family was separated from the household registration book. If Xiao Ruoyan's confrontation with them before made them feel that it was just the child's awkwardness and persistence, there was still room for relaxation, but now, it was like a signal.

Farewell forever.

The clock hanging on the wall "tick", "tick" ringing.

Xiao Ruoyan thought that Xu Nian would stop him, but he still yelled hysterically like before.

Unexpectedly, she turned around and walked slowly to the bedroom.

Her back was no longer as static as Xiao Ruoyan remembered, she was a little stooped, and the silver hair around her ears was particularly obvious.

too long.

This decade.

Xiao Ruoyan not only proved that she was the only one to Yan Zhilan, she was the only one.

It also completely shattered a firm heart of the mother.

When Xu Nian came back with the account book, he also held a passbook in his hand, "Is the house ready?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, she had read it a long time ago, not just once.

Xu Nian looked at her daughter: "Do you want a loan?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded. Although the amount was not much, it was more or less a pressure for her. Xiaoyan knew her temperament and didn't participate. She knew that Ah Yan was stubborn and wanted to prove her love to her.

Material is not the only criterion for measuring love, but it represents Xiao Ruoyan's commitment to her.

Xu Nian put the passbook on the coffee table, and said softly, "You have been suffering for so long, now that you are back, take good care of your health, doesn't it mean that you still want to have children?"

Xiao Ruoyan seemed to be struck by lightning, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Nian in disbelief.

Xu Nian's vicissitudes of eyes looked at her daughter who protected her like an enemy, and she slowly said, "You sent this money to your parents over the years, we didn't spend any of it, you take it back."

Xiao Ruoyan's throat was choked.

Xu Nian said faintly: "Ruoyan, don't hate mom, before... I couldn't figure it out before."

She doesn't understand.

What happened to this daughter who had been proud of him since she was a child.

Was he lowered?

That's why she never forgets a girl, doesn't even listen to what her parents say, and no matter how good she is, she can't catch her eyes. Is she crazy?

Xu Nian and Xiao He came from the countryside. Feudal thinking made them think that this world is a harmony of yin and yang, and only men and women can be together. As for words such as homosexuality, they should never exist in a world of their class. , that is the plaything of the upper class when they are bored.

But my daughter...

It's been ten years.

Xu Nian struggled from the initial resentment, even if her daughter and Yan Zhilan were not together, she still kept a fantasy when they met, thinking for so long, there must be a gap between them, there will be indelible scars, No matter how good the relationship is, it can't withstand such a long time of diluting.

But Xu Nian was wrong again. After her daughter came back, she went downstairs to visit her secretly a few times.

Every time, she and Yan Zhilan were together.

They smiled so happily, their fingers intertwined, sometimes in the streets with people coming and going, they would look at each other for a long time, smiling silly.

They may not know it themselves.

Xu Nian saw it all.

Xiao Ruoyan shook his head, wiped away the tears on his face, "The money here is for you and my dad."

Xu Nian looked at her daughter's stubborn appearance, tears rolled down her cheeks, she said slowly: "Last month, my mother had a heart attack, and the doctor issued a critical illness notice."

Xiao Ruoyan's body froze, her heart seemed to be stabbed with a knife, and fresh blood flowed out.

Is she unfilial?

She wanted to be filial... her parents didn't give her this chance.

On such a day when the seasons change, Xu Nian's body is particularly uncomfortable, and her heart feels like a big rock is pressing on her every time. That time, she and Xiao He were really frightened.

"Mom doesn't know how long it will last, how long I can watch you..."

Died once.

Xu Nian saw through a lot. When she woke up, she looked at Xiao He beside her, and said desolately and sadly, "Old man, I'm really scared, I'm afraid I won't see my daughter before I die."

……

Xu Nian understood.

If she wants to visit her daughter in the next few days, she will stop treating her like a hedgehog.

All she can do is accept Yan Zhilan.

Their strong bond made her retreat and compromise.

Xu Nian looked at Xiao Ruoyan, looked at her daughter's thin cheeks, and said slowly, "It will take some time for your father, and mother will find a way to persuade her little by little."

Xiao Ruoyan still couldn't believe it, with tears on her face, she looked at Xu Nian in a daze.

Is it real or a dream or... some kind of delaying strategy?

In the past, her parents also pretended to be gentle and lied to her to come back, but what happened after they came back?

The superficial relaxation, but secretly arranged for a group of aspiring young people to meet, she has long been bored.

Many times, the stone in her heart is too heavy, Xiao Ruoyan can't see Xiaoyan, she can't see the future, she stands in front of the window, blowing the cold night wind, really wants to give up everything just like that .

But she can't.

Her girl said to her: "Ayan, you have to remember, as long as we love each other, no one can separate us."

She is afraid.

She is really gone, what about her girl.

She promised her.So many years.

For her and Xiaoyan's love, Xiao Ruoyan fought against her family, her heart was already riddled with holes, and it would bleed bright red blood at the slightest touch.

She doesn't trust anyone anymore.

She couldn't let anyone hurt Xiaoyan.

Xu Nian looked at her gently: "In two days, take that child home, he has already bought a wedding house, and he must meet the parents."

At that moment, at that moment, Xiao Ruoyan's tears were like broken beads, she looked at Xu Nian blankly, "Mom, you..."

Xu Nian endured the discomfort, she walked over and hugged Xiao Ruoyan, Xiao Ruoyan's body was still tense at first, but in the end, Xu Nian patted her shoulder like he was a child, and said softly, "Forgive Mom."

Tears streamed down Xiao Ruoyan's face, she bit her lip firmly, trying to calm down, after a long time, she whispered from her chest like a moan: "You don't think I'm a monster anymore?"

Xu Nian shook his head, the tears were thrown from his cheeks.

She was heartbroken.

What the hell happened to her, to say such cruel things to her daughter.

"I'm not a monster, not a pervert..."

Xiao Ruoyan's body trembled, she stared at Xu Nian with teary eyes, "Mom, I just love her...I really just love her."

The word "love" is too heavy, and they all paid the price of blood and tears for this simple staying together.

She thought that for the rest of her life, she would be so indifferent to her parents, that it would be impossible for her to be accepted by them.

She was already heartbroken.

But now...

Did she wait?

Xu Nian closed her eyes, with tears running down her face, she hugged her daughter tightly: "I know, I know...it's mom, I'm sorry."

The author has something to say: just met.

Xiao Ruoyan: If I had held back back then, it would have been nice to just be friends.

nowadays.

Xiao Ruoyan: Fortunately, I didn't hold back. Fortunately, I persisted.

This article seems to be called fortunately, ^_^.