I heard you still love her

Chapter 81

In Xiaoyan's impression, her Ah Yan has always been a little silent, shy, cute and soft girl.

Therefore, when she said "saving effort", even Xiaoyan's suspicious personality believed it, but in the end, when she was weak all over and her voice was hoarse, she really understood what "a woman's mouth is deceiving" People's ghosts".

Said to save effort, is it to save Xiao Ruoyan's effort?

She did it all by herself. She was so tired that her hands and feet were sore and limp, and she collapsed directly on the bed.

The moonlight at night is extraordinarily soft and beautiful.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Xiaoyan who was almost fainted, and kissed her forehead: "Don't blame me for being shameless, just to let you have a good rest."

Xiaoyan looked at her with half-closed eyes, and there was nothing but sadness in her eyes.

Since when, her Ah Yan became like that.

The voices of "Hurry up", "Hurry up", and that awkward posture are really beyond words.

At night, under Xiao Ruoyan's bullying, Xiaoyan did indeed fall asleep, and she was "unconscious".

Xiao Ruoyan stayed up all night, she couldn't get enough of Xiaoyan.

Her fingertips gently caressed her eyebrows, her lips, and her soft hair.

After a long time, Xiao Ruoyan got up. She originally wanted to drink some wine, but she was going to be hospitalized tomorrow and had a series of routine examinations, so she held back.

Xiao Xiao stretched lazily when she heard the movement, got up and looked at Xiao Ruoyan with her little chubby legs.

Xiao Ruoyan tilted her head, looked at it and said softly, "If something really happens, you have to accompany her well."

Xiao Xiao didn't understand at all, so she just gave her a round back and walked away.

this time.

Xiao Ruoyan received a message from Lanlan.

Although a few people will pinch each other when they meet, but after so many years of ups and downs, they are already relatives the day after tomorrow, not to mention the brother-in-law's affection.

Lan Lan cautiously asked, "What are you doing? Have you rested?"

Xiao Ruoyan smiled bitterly: "Ask knowingly. What are you doing? Didn't sister take a break?"

Lan Lan was sitting on the bed in her pajamas, and Yan Zhiyi was eavesdropping on her mobile phone with her ear on the side. In fact, she cared about Xiao Ruoyan, but she was too embarrassed to say so.

"She's resting. At this time, they tend to think too much. I let her go to bed early. Where's the fourth child?"

Lan Lan didn't even write drafts when she lied, Xiao Ruoyan smiled: "I also let her go to bed earlier."

Lanlan: ...

As a driver who has driven a lot of cars recently, Lan Lan knew that Xiao Ruoyan's "letting" her go to bed earlier seemed different from her "letting" her sleep.

Not different.

Although Xiao Ruoyan and Xiaoyan were fierce before, they had never been this crazy. Just now, when she looked at Xiaoyan's blushing face, she couldn't believe it when she lifted her up and moved by herself.

Lanlan chattered all over again, talking about the present, the future, and more about the student days.

No one really thought of it.

Xiao Ruoyan's body was the best among several people when he was young.

She has devoted a lot to music since she was a child. Singing requires Qi training and ample lung capacity. Therefore, if there is nothing else, Xiao Ruoyan will get up very early in the morning to run and exercise.

I remember it very clearly.

In winter, Xiaoyan likes to sleep late in bed, no matter what Lan Lan and the boss call her, she is as lazy as a sloth.

Every time Xiao Ruoyan came back from outside, she would pinch her nose pamperingly and kiss her forehead to wake her up.

Snow flakes are scattered here and there, and the campus is covered in silver, which is as beautiful as the scenery in a painting.

Xiao Ruoyan and Xiaoyan would dress up as pandas and run out chubby. Sometimes, Xiao Ruoyan would carry her on her back when Xiao Ruoyan was used to her, singing while walking, and those who passed by would look back in surprise, Xiaoyan would Immediately covered his face with a hat, and then only let everyone see Xiao Ruoyan's face.

Apart from announcing that a famous flower has an owner, Xiaoyan also doesn't want Ah Yan to be too beautiful. She always provokes so many peach blossoms, and she works hard to pick them one by one.

Many times, Xiaoyan scolded this face-seeking world, and kept saying that the pure love in the old society had disappeared. Xiao Ruoyan wanted to laugh several times when she heard it. She especially wanted to ask Xiaoyan, didn't she also first Bewitched by her beautiful face?

Under Xiaoyan's arrangement, Xiao Ruoyan's idol burden was shattered after such a few back and forth, and everyone spread rumors that Miss Xiao likes to sing on her back in the snow.

Now, so many years have passed in the blink of an eye.

Lanlan smiled and said, "This winter, it seems that Xiaoyan will carry you behind her back."

"Oh, how can I be willing."

Xiao Ruoyan's eye circles were moist, she looked at the photo with Xiaoyan hanging in the living room and fell silent.

Once, there was no illness or disaster, and I didn't know how to cherish when we were together.

Now, it's really a bit of a bumpy day, only to realize that every minute and every second together is so precious.

Xiao Ruoyan's silence made Lanlan's mood drop. She also felt sorry for the two of them. Although her sister told her that the risk of the operation was not very high, the risk notice written in the various guarantee letters before the operation made everyone feel sad. Everyone who reads it is horrified.

In this world, the most fearful thing is what happens.

If there is an emergency, none of them can bear it.

After a while, Xiao Ruoyan said softly: "Lanlan, I said if, just if..."

Lanlan knew what she was going to say, so she vetoed it: "No if! No one will take care of Xiaoyan for you, you must be good!"

Before Xiao Ruoyan could speak, Lan Lan's sleeping sister picked up the phone. Yan Zhiyi's voice was as usual, and she said lightly, "We are both busy, so I won't help you take care of Xiaoyan. She is very troublesome."

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Sister: "If you really have something to do, I will introduce her to all kinds of beauties, and let her future children call others mothers, so you must support me!"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

If you want to say ruthless, it's my sister who is ruthless.

"I will take revenge on your sister." Xiao Ruoyan vowed, since she was diagnosed with illness, she has changed. The former Xiao Xiao was no longer the big goose, and now she is Niu Hulu Xiao.

My sister laughed when she heard this, but didn't take it seriously, "Then I'll just wait and see."

She has experienced all kinds of black-bellied methods of her sister.

Compared with her younger sister, Xiao Ruoyan is not a woman from a good family. Would she be afraid?

Xiao Ruoyan's mood improved a lot after chatting and arguing with her sister and Lanlan.

Before going to bed, she kissed Xiaoyan's forehead and whispered softly: "You are mine."

In the darkness, something shiny rubbed against the corners of Xiaoyan's eyes and slowly slipped down. Xiao Ruoyan just lay down on the bed, and she turned over and retracted into her arms as if habitual.

The next day's surgery went ahead as scheduled.

When Xiao Ruoyan was pushed in, Xiaoyan chased her for several steps, Xiao Ruoyan looked at her with red eyes.

My sister held her back, "It's okay, wait a minute, it won't be long."

not very long.

Xiaoyan sat on the chair in a daze, her hands and feet became cold again.

As soon as Ah Yan entered the operating room, she missed her.

If Ah Yan was here, he would definitely hold her hand and tell her not to be afraid.

After adulthood.

years apart.

Not only Yan Feng, but many friends persuaded Yan Zhilan.

They told her that the firmness of love is just a thought, there are no grasses anywhere in the world, don't work so hard, as long as you let go, you will find the blue sea and blue sky behind the door.

But how does Xiaoyan let go?

Her Ah Yan, who originally focused on music, studies hard and has a bright future, is the pride of her parents.

It was she who bent her to a certain extent and made her fall into it.

Xiaoyan once told Xiao Ruoyan, and Ah Yan laughed when she heard it. She put her arms around Xiaoyan's waist and said softly, "How do you know that I wasn't in love with you at the beginning?"

Xiaoyan was stunned, she stared blankly at Xiao Ruoyan, the adorable look of blinking her long eyelashes was very exciting.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't lie to her.

Love is mutual.

She is emotionally dull, but that doesn't mean she won't be tempted.

Once upon a time, she was also puzzled by this.

At that time, mobile phones were not yet common, Xiao Ruoyan even went to the school's computer room to check secretly.

——What does it mean for a girl to fall in love with another girl?

At that time, homosexuality was abnormal, as long as they were in love, they would be fearless. All kinds of positive and derogatory words shocked Xiao Ruoyan, making it difficult for her to sleep at night.

It was the cold winter, and Xiaoyan would be tired of crooking her in the same bed every night. Although Ah Yan always seemed to dislike her, every time she saw Xiaoyan approaching and smelled her body, Xiao Ruoyan's heart would not stop beating. , is the kind of voice that cannot be controlled or even feared to be heard by others.

Yan Zhilan didn't know Xiao Ruoyan's small thoughts at the time, sometimes she looked at her with a cold face and thought she really disliked her.

I'm sure the idea is that the school organizes a spring outing.

Speaking of spring outings, everyone knows that in high school, apart from studying, there was a secret love.

This big car of boys and girls escaped the ocean of study and went out to be alone for so long, isn't it just an opportunity for everyone to bloom everywhere?

All kinds of love letters and confessions, the teacher turned a blind eye.

At that time, Xiaoyan was very popular, unlike Xiao Ruoyan's aloofness, she smiled gentlely to everyone, although the two had their own characteristics in appearance, and they were equal, but judging from the amount of confessions, they were still young when they were students. Yan Yao is far ahead.

At the bonfire party in the evening, the girls gathered together to chat about their liking for Prince Charming and that school girl. At the end, one of the girls asked Xiaoyan: "Xiaoyan, you are so beautiful, what do you like?"

Xiaoyan was eating the skewers that Ah Yan baked for her at that time, she smiled slightly: "I don't have a boy I like very much."

Her whole heart is on Xiao Ruoyan, except for being able to see her, her eyes are basically blind, Xiaoyan can't see what is handsome or not, tall or not, handsome or not.When she said that, she wanted to end the topic, but of course such a school beauty would cause a sensation when she said so, and even the silly Lanlan at the time booed, "Oh, if you don't like it very much, then you like it?"

Xiaoyan smiled and said nothing, she has always had such a temperament, she would not say anything serious to others, she knew that if she continued to explain, it would become darker and darker.

When I went back to rest at night, Xiaoyan was very happy at first, thinking that I could share a room with Ah Yan without being disturbed, and we could watch a movie and chat together.

But when she went back, she found that Xiao Ruoyan was not there.

She didn't answer the phone, and then went out to search around, and saw Ah Yan by the lawn downstairs.

At that moment, Yan Zhilan's eyes straightened.

Xiao Ruoyan had just finished taking a shower, her hair was loose, she held the guitar in one hand, and sang softly while playing, her back was slim, but she had the charming posture of a woman faintly.

She sang "The Lover Is Not Full" which was so popular in SHE back then.

——Why can I only chat with you all night, why do I want to meet again after saying goodbye.

Among friends, you are the most special.

……

A little closer, and I'll let you hold hands.

……

Xiaoyan has heard this song before, she didn't feel anything when she heard the original song, but now when she hears Ah Yan sing it, every line seems to have been sung into her heart.

She walked slowly behind Xiao Ruoyan, Ah Yan was so focused that she didn't see her until Xiaoyan held her hand.

The moonlight that day was beautiful, and Xiaoyan under the moonlight looked more like a fairy. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan and smiled sweetly: "I'm holding your hand."

Because of this sentence, Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were sour, and the crying bag had been there since then, Xiaoyan looked into her eyes: "Ayan, what's wrong with you, who made you unhappy?"

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes for a long time, looked at the worry and tension in Xiaoyan's eyes, opened her red lips slightly, and asked softly, "Xiaoyan, do you have a boy you like?"

Xiaoyan shook her head, her heart trembled violently, at that moment, she almost jumped up.

Her tree is... blooming?

Xiao Ruoyan still stared at her eyes: "Who do you like a little bit?"

Xiaoyan smiled, and the smile expanded with Xiao Ruoyan's serious gaze: "There is no such boy, but I have someone I like."

This is simply a confession of change.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan, her eyes were full of disbelief and faint excitement, what does Xiaoyan mean?she...she...

Happiness.

Pink bubbles.

A young man's love is enough to envelop the whole world and immerse him in ambiguity.

Xiao Ruoyan always wanted to tell Xiaoyan but couldn't tell. She loved Xiaoyan for a long time.

Maybe, like Xiaoyan, it was love at first sight.

She likes her gentle smile.

I like the tenderness in the corners of her eyes.

I like her unique dependence on herself and acting like a baby.

She didn't know how to say these words to Xiaoyan, so she recorded the audio and set up an email to send it regularly before she entered the operating room.

While she was operating in the operating room.

Xiaoyan listened to Xiao Ruoyan's confession like a love story.

——I don’t know love, so I love deeply, Xiaoyan, before I met you, I always thought that these love words were just the groans of literati, but after meeting you, life is full of love words.

……

Xiaoyan listened to it over and over again, and there was a faint impulse in her heart. As long as Xiao Ruoyan got better, she would give anything, even her own life.

The surgery went well.

three hours.

When the dean came out in the surgical gown, Xiaoyan stood up all of a sudden, she felt as if her heart was being held tightly, and her eyes were fixed on the dean.

The dean smiled, and she took off her mask: "The operation went well."

The moment she got the news, Xiaoyan lost her strength, and the sister next to her supported her: "Can we go in and have a look?"

"Not yet, I need to be observed before being transferred to a general ward." She smiled and said, "Don't worry, she's fine, but she hasn't had anesthesia yet, and she's relatively weak after the operation, oh, yes."

With the sound of "That's right", the hearts of Xiaoyan, sister, and Lanlan all hang up.

What's wrong?Is there any accident?

The dean smiled: "In the middle of the operation, she was a little dazed, and she kept talking about not listening to her sister to find Xiaosan. She looked very pitiful. Do you know what's going on?"

Yan Zhiyi: ...

Lanlan: ...

Xiaoyan:? ? ?

The author has something to say: Sister: I misunderstood you Xiao Ruoyan, you still know how to wear small shoes for me at this critical moment. T^T

Xiaotuanzi is coming soon~