Conan World: Break Free from Fate and Run to You

Chapter 203 I’m tired and can’t think of a title

After that, no one mentioned this matter again. Some people asked Baizhi about the situation indirectly, but Baizhi just answered them with a few words.

Everything works fine again.

The only change may be that the originally enthusiastic class atmosphere has undergone subtle changes and began to gradually move closer to the class committee members.

This is not just Bai Zhi's credit. The four class committee members are all top talents in various aspects. It's just that Bai Zhi's arrival has achieved a certain balance.

However, Baizhi doesn’t seem to fit in with the group. She is used to being alone. The strange thing is that she has a good relationship with everyone in the class, but not so close that they can wear the same pants.

She seemed to be the only one who did not participate in the small group. The three class committee members formed a small group and did not seem to be familiar with Bai Zhi.

What really made Bai Zhi start to integrate into the class committee happened one day after school.

The moment he learned that his mother had passed away, the squad leader felt that his life was over. It was not an accidental death, but he told the doctor himself to give up treatment.

He couldn't afford another penny.

That day, he did not go home with the student council members. He had no home, so he went to the rooftop and chose an abandoned laboratory building that was about to be demolished and renovated so as not to delay the students' classes.

He didn't want to be discovered by one of the students and scare them.

The sunset is warm, but it will gradually sink, just like his short-lived world, never to bloom again when he thinks everything is getting better.

"Huh? How come someone got here earlier than me?"

Suddenly, a crisp voice was heard behind me, sounding lazy and listless.

"Bai, Bai Zhi?" The squad leader turned around and looked at Bai Zhi, feeling inexplicably guilty: "What are you doing here?"

"Sketching. I searched for a long time to find such a good place to watch the sunset. You didn't come here casually." Bai Zhi skillfully set up the flower stand and rinsed the brush in the bucket. "You are so lucky. I have been running for a week."

"...This is the first time someone says I'm lucky." The squad leader sighed.

"What are you talking about? Aren't you just lucky to have met me?" Bai Zhi raised the palette in her hand unconvinced: "Do you know what the probability of two people meeting each other is?"

"The world's population is over 60 billion. If you are 80 years old, you will meet 1000 people every day on average. The probability of our meeting is only 0.00487%."

"The probability of two people meeting is 4 in 100,000, and the chance of getting to know each other is only 4 in 10 million." Bai Zhi pointed at herself and said, "For someone as good as me, the chance of getting to know each other is even 1 in 10 million."

Monitor: "..."

That's too narcissistic.

Originally, I wanted to jump off the building, but there was someone behind me, so how could I jump?

It's so embarrassing.

The squad leader touched his nose and silently climbed down from the rooftop, looking a little embarrassed. Throughout the whole process, although Bai Zhi was chatting with him, her hands never stopped moving.

Paint and water were flying everywhere, and there was the sound of brushes being washed vigorously, and the sound of buckets being knocked on. It was impossible to concentrate on committing suicide...

Forget it, next time.

The monitor sighed, walked over, and accidentally glanced at Bai Zhi's painting, but was completely stunned.

The painting shows him sitting on the edge of the rooftop looking back. His profile is outlined in golden red by the setting sun. The sunlight is blocked by his hair. The setting sun is like his holy light.

"This, this is me?" The squad leader was a little stunned.

For some reason, he had an awkward feeling. The person in the painting was too warm, with the sun behind him. It was what he hoped for, but it wasn't him.

No light will be behind him.

"Don't they look alike?" Bai Zhi was stunned when she heard this. She glanced back and forth between the monitor and the painting: "Did I not draw the shape correctly? That shouldn't be the case. They look quite similar."

"No, that's not what I meant. I meant, aren't you here to paint the sunset?" the squad leader quickly made amends.

"Whatever. Sunsets happen every day, but you only tilt your head once." Bai Zhi shrugged indifferently, "Don't you need a beautiful painting as your portrait? Black and white pictures are so stereotyped."

"Uh..." Instantly, the monitor's face turned red, and he was extremely embarrassed: "You, you figured it out?"

"Don't underestimate my intuition." Bai Zhi shrugged: "The school's top student just jumped off the building like this, what a pity, once you leave, the student committee member Bai Kong will be divided so many times."

Monitor: "...You know he controls the score?"

"Don't you always ask me to hand out the test papers? Of course I can see it, it's so obvious." Bai Zhi curled her lips: "So, seeing that you jumped off the building, it was quite refreshing, how about I accompany you? Just as a gift?"

Monitor: “…No, that’s not necessary.”

There's no need to be so polite.

Your family just follows the gift and fate?

"Sorry, I scared you." The squad leader finally gave up and sat on the ground.

"You didn't scare me. Why did you apologize first if something happened to you?" Bai Zhi grinned and threw the drawing board to the monitor: "Take it back after you finish it. So, why are you running here and jumping off the building?"

The squad leader touched his nose and inexplicably felt that suicide was a very private matter. It would be quite embarrassing to be caught.

Actually, there is nothing much to say. It’s just that the father died early, the mother died young, the family was poor, the medical bills could not be paid, and the future was invisible.

"I have told the hospital to stop the treatment. I will be without my mother tonight." The squad leader was lying on the rooftop. For some reason, he felt nothing but loss in his heart. He couldn't shed even a single tear.

Bai Zhi listened quietly, sitting on the ground carelessly. But after the monitor finished speaking, she threw away her paintbrush and pulled the boy up from the ground.

"Walk."

"Go, where to?" The squad leader was a little confused.

"Go see your mother for the last time." Bai Zhi said, and kicked him: "Now."

"No need, she can't see me, she's a vegetable." The squad leader sighed: "Anyway..."

"It's not like a vegetative person can't hear. Hearing is the last thing humans lose, understand?" Bai Zhi kicked again impatiently: "It just so happens that I brought my violin today. I know a song that is said to help people go to heaven."

Monitor: "...Do you believe there is a heaven in this world?"

Can I just say that she is an art student? She has an active mind and likes fantasy things...

"Do you think there is such a thing as heaven?" The squad leader said helplessly: "No one can prove the existence of heaven."

"It doesn't matter whether it exists or not. I just think it should exist." Bai Zhi looked at the setting sun and stretched lazily: "This is more to people's liking, isn't it?"

“Isn’t this self-consolation?” The squad leader shook his head. “Death is like falling asleep, never waking up again in darkness.”

"Self-consolation? Who knows? I just think that for those who try their best to survive to the end, the end should not be darkness. So, isn't it better to just think of them as being in heaven?"

"The dead are gone, the living are in remembrance, it's that simple."

"Let's go! Monitor, I haven't finished my homework yet, please don't delay me from handing it in tomorrow."